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heavenly_body39 61F
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"Why are you such a pain in the ass?' he responded with my questions, annoyed at the interruption. My soul and mind seek wisdom and I was trying to sort out what went wrong, how confused I was between intimacy and sex. I think I found my answer.

I am me, it is who I am. If I to be someone's pain in the ass, let it be because I'm spanking them...

That was my last text message.

I enclosed my blog entry of September 10. It remains one of my favorites.

Sep 10, 2005 9:45 am
Mood: sad, 521 views
like the caged canary or the tethered falcon, I am smothered by my need for unfettered freedom this morning. Yet so much sorrow creates a downdraft.

Set me free, let me arc into that great unknown void which is a future bereft of your solid rationality. I yield to its deep sadness as my heart shudders in fear.


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