Good Mornings  

heavenly_body39 61F
740 posts
3/21/2006 6:50 am

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3/28/2006 9:41 pm

Good Mornings

I have seen the darkness of the world, in the minds of humans guarding their secrets, holding them in terror that I might single-handedly expose their irrational obsessions.

Ah but I am like that soldier limping home from a terrible, terrible war; shell-shocked, with recurring nightmares but looking around me now, realizing slowly, dimly, that I survived. I am a survivor, and although the world does not feel particularly safe right now, I still can make that trek home.

I awoke before the sun, unclogged a slow-moving shower drain and found pleasure in this small success. I have put off many tasks that need my attention and it is time to start them.

Although my body has taken some hits, my mind is still whole and my head is held high. I have made some plans for my blog in a future location, but have decided to restore this one...most entries since August 23 when I began it, were taken down in December, when the husband of a dear friend began harassing and stalking me with my words.

This blog, in retrospect, has been a deadly-accurate account of my tormented soul during a time I will never experience, again. I now know that my intuition, my unsettledness, my pain was fully justified.

As I slowly learn to trust myself and trust my friends, I will continue to write. When and if I move this blog I will let you my dear Reader, know.

Good mornings begin in the light of a clear dawn, as the soldier anticipates the homecoming.

kokopelli_123 52M

3/21/2006 11:33 am

Starting the day standing in a plugged shower. I'd have loved to hear your thoughts as you decided to unplug it. Have you sang in the shower the lately? It's a joful sound to hear a woman singing in the shower, almost as wonderful as feeling her breathe while sleeping.

Have a great day Heavenly dear.

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