It's getting cold in here!  

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12/9/2005 8:57 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

It's getting cold in here!

Its getting that time of year again when you have to scrape the ice off your windsheld before you can take off to work in the morning. Then coming home late at night it sure would be nice to have someone to cuddle up to on the couch and watch a nice movie with. I miss those days. I don't think I have adjusted to liveing alone yet. This is the first time ever in my life that I have lived alone. It kinda sucks to come home to an empty apt. Not trying to sound all depressed. But it does suck. Are there any nice, hott, fine, freaky, respectable woman out there? It seems to be hard to find a woman that likes to be phreaky in bed and also want a real relationship. It seems that the only way to get the sex I need is to stay single. I don't want to do that, but I don't want to settle for someone that doesn't need it all the time like I do. I guess my search continues.

At work today, A girl walked up to me and gave me the phone # of another girl. It had her name on it and said "call me" The other girl didn't seem to respond though. I tried giveing her a smile every now and then, but she seemed to be avoiding me. I felt like I was in highschool again. Passing notes through other people. I didn't call her tonight because I figured if she can't come up to me and talk to me, then its not worth my time. I hate games. Why is it that everything in life has to be a game. I wish people could just say what was on their mind and be done with it. I do. If I have a problem with someone, I tell them what is bothering me, I don't go around and tell everyone else. Like today, when I got that girls # everyone else already knew that she wanted to talk to me. If she realy want to talk to me, then why didn't she talk to me. It seems like it would be more trouble going around and talking to everyone else and and talking ABOUT me than to just say "hey, whats up" thats not hard is it?

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