WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?  

funintheday2006 57M
8366 posts
7/5/2006 2:30 pm

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WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?


Gonna be off ‘puter most of tomorrow so will update life journal weekend, latest.

Now I normally just post my ‘poems’ without comment but, this one is from memeory that was done some years ago and I still remember the night I did it. It was about 4 in the morning and I was full of self pity due to my break-up with the ‘famous’ actress I mentioned in earlier posts.
Strange how, when people get into the ‘celebrity’ status charts their whole persona changes.
It’s a bit naff now but Oh well here goes:

I couldn’t make a movie
Or write the TV scripts
Produce a fantasy for you
Only kiss your lips
I am here and you are on my screen
Autographs and mails
You are famous now
Just like your co-star
But when we kissed
No camera only action
No woman with the make up kit
Perhaps that’s what you missed
You built castles so high
They’re too steep for me to climb
For love I leave you

Take my hand one more time
Lets walk through the door of love
Remember when you were you
And I loved your smile
The smile the camera
Will never see
The giggles you now suppress
Because you’re famous
The beauty in the dawn
You without the mask
The clothes you threw away
Because you’re famous
Your hair immaculate
Because your famous
For love I leave you

The days you cried
When you were not famous
The weeks you suffered
When you were not famous
The jobs you had to take
When you were not famous
The endless agents calls
When you were not famous
How tight you held me
When you were not famous
The strength you said I gave
When you were not famous
The passion that we shared
When you were not famous
I loved you then and for love I leave you

Fun

maverick1255 52M
3953 posts
7/5/2006 3:59 pm

Hmmmmmm.


funintheday2006 replies on 7/5/2006 4:18 pm:
???? She was special Mav, really You HAVE seen her on the box and probably drooled too. I see the repeats and still do

JuicyBBW1001 55F

7/5/2006 5:33 pm

So what happened to her??? Did she get tried of waking up next to a rooster???

Juicy


funintheday2006 replies on 7/5/2006 8:13 pm:
She carried on doing thatplucking series with her plucking costar and then married him, I was cock a hoop

frangipanigal 46F
10406 posts
7/5/2006 6:37 pm

I bet the memories are just as clear now...

Nicely written.

Frangi x


funintheday2006 replies on 7/5/2006 8:20 pm:
You are correct hon
The beauty of her eyes when she got the part
The joy at the restaurant to celebrate
Th overflow of the heart as she laughed

The pain at not being able to leave a club together because of 'image'
The sadness of being called a 'mystery companion' in the papers

Its all there, pleasure and pain.


frangipanigal 46F
10406 posts
7/6/2006 12:39 am

funintheday2006 replies on 7/6/2006 2:20 pm:
You are correct hon
The beauty of her eyes when she got the part
The joy at the restaurant to celebrate
Th overflow of the heart as she laughed

The pain at not being able to leave a club together because of 'image'
The sadness of being called a 'mystery companion' in the papers

Its all there, pleasure and pain.


I hate to say it, but....

You deserve someone thats wants to be with you regardles of their image...sorry it happened to you.

Frangi x


funintheday2006 replies on 7/6/2006 11:36 pm:
Thanks fran, experiences always make you stronger, sometimes a little more cynical, but stronger

florallei 100F

7/6/2006 10:57 pm

AAAAAAWWWWWWWWW TY for sharing...hope the good memories outshine the negative...
Florallei


funintheday2006 replies on 7/6/2006 11:36 pm:
Hi Flo, thanks babe, yes they do, most days anyway

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