Rewind: My Explanation and Re-Entry to Blogville  

frogger1995 40F
4342 posts
10/21/2005 5:14 am

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Rewind: My Explanation and Re-Entry to Blogville


A reader commented on my 180 degree turnaround regarding the tone of my last two posts. His observation was quite valid as I had originally planned to expound upon the more first more sober post. So here it is:

As you know from reading my post of Oct. 18. I have been having serious regrets and mild anxiety attacks about my exploits on this site. So I did something that wasn't so much dumb as, most likely, pointless and admittedly offensive. I went ahead and asked all my old AdultFriends whether or not they had an STD at the time of our “interaction.”

Although I made it VERY clear that I did not have an STD to my knowledge and explained why I was asking, they were understandably concerned, though mixed with amusing complimentary reactions. Frankly, I don't blame them and I am ashamed of myself that I would stoop to causing concern in another individual just to assuage my own paranoia. But I knew that I would go completely bonkers if I didn't do something proactive, as opposed to just sitting around feeling sorry for myself.

All of them surprisingly responded; And all of them, of course, said no, they didn't have anything (what else would you expect). One actually spent the day sending me e-mails to remind me that I owed him a “B and a fuck” (which I don't!). I found it amusing because this was stated right after the following comment “Why, do you have something?!!!”

I reassured everyone again (and again and again) that as far as I know, I am clean.

Though their responses are only as good as their word, I have to take them as they came. I am inclined to believe that my feelings have been purely hormonal, as I am slowly coming out of it. I had a similar episode about a month ago (you do the math). I wrote about it a little bit then as well….those of you who have been with me long enough will remember it.

So there you have it. You have to put up with my moments of regret and paranoia during “that time of the month.” Enjoy!

P.S. I actually do feel Exanimate. Never thought I would use that one.

Things to be Happy About

Garfield
Empanadas
Diet Dr. Pepper
Bubbles
Long Earrings


tigerdickaches 63M

10/21/2005 7:21 am

Frogger ...

'Wishing you all the best in your search for Mr. Right! Once you find him, and he can completely fulfill all of your needs, you won't have to fret over STDs any longer ... unless, of course, he's foolin' around on you ... and then unfortunately you will still need to be seeing that gynecologist of yours on a monthly basis!

An alternative for you might be the recently introduced "Terrific Tiger Tongue" battery-operated sex toy which I wrote about somewhere out there in blogland. Can't remember where! ???? Someone was asking about favorite sex toys. Maybe you stumbled across it by accident? If not, let me know, and I'll try to retrieve the information or reconstruct it for you!

I'm puzzled in that I still see no mention of the Astros going to the World Series in your daily lists of "Things to be Happy About"! Are you not an Astros fan?

Well, back to the jungle for now ...

Tiger Dick

ROARRRRRR!


WildWon1982 35M

10/21/2005 10:19 am

Yay! Welcome back. Glad everything's back to normal.

*looks up examinate*

Okay, I stand by my YAY!


ewan_1973 45M

10/21/2005 10:33 am

Am I that reader? That is what I said to you, so I will assume I am. I wrote about it in my new blog ewan_1973. Maybe I assumed too much... I also send you a couple of messages. Did you get them? I know you get so many, but I just wanted to know if you saw them. Lastly, I still love your blog, but when you wrote, I thought it was more than hormones, or paranoia. But you are still great, do not doubt it. Take care, and keep writing, you are great.


JarrodSparrow 34M

10/21/2005 11:38 am

We all have our monthly issues...mine tends to be depression...which is the stage I'm in right now...

I usually pull out of it after a few days.

Anyway, glad to hear you are out of yours...

Stay up and paranoid free

Jarrod


AlbertPrince 59M

10/21/2005 12:26 pm

Glad you sorted that one out.


rm_Alankink27 48M

10/21/2005 1:29 pm

Statistically you have a STD. Now as you can see I too deny that I have an STD..I go to the doc monthly….yes I am that active….and I always use a raincoat. Except for this time in my life when I was married….but my doc…who is also one of my fuck buddies…she reminded me that there is so much shit out there, you could carry for years without showing signs….as she was tasting my dick….she would come up for air and explain in medical terms…what types of warts, viruses have no symptoms or lay dormant for years…she just kept’ a sucking….so my advice..Dude Keep doing what you do..swallow..do it again..and think of me. Love Alan


frogger1995 40F

10/21/2005 3:38 pm

Not a lot of time here. but had to respond Alankink27: GEE thanks soooo much for helping me get out of my funk. With my immune system (I have a chronic illness), I would probably never NOT show symptoms. They would be popping out all over the place. What I DO KNOW is:

1) Don't have HIV based on condom usage and the 3 month waiting period
2) Don't have Hep, based on a test.
3) Don't have any of the -ias. Recent pap smear and condom usage told me that.
4) Had every slight bump tested for Herpes (which is the only way to test for it)...Nope don't have that
5) Never had a genital wart, besides my doc told me that it goes away in 90 percent of people anyway.

So maybe I do have something and just don't know it because I don't have symptoms and the tests may be wrong. But I really needed someone to tell me that just when I thought I was feeling better. THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!

If you choose to live in denial despite knowing what you have and continuing to have sex (I certainly hope you inform your partners) then that is on you. If I knew for sure I had something, I would not be in denial. I would accept it, IF I KNEW.


ewan_1973 45M

10/21/2005 4:37 pm

What does statistically mean? You have it or not, and you have enough evidence of that. To prove it, i could say i would go to bed with you at any time... But I like you in a different way. I think your "friend" there just wanted you to freak out, and it does seem he got it! You should feel better, according to the medical tests you have taken, I am pretty sure you do not have an STD. Breath and keep writing!


rm_anacortes 75M
2850 posts
10/21/2005 5:00 pm

If I knew what percent of "us" here were engaging in "unsafe" sex, I might cry...

Hope you are not one of them..

Namaste


rm_bella_ 48F
4030 posts
10/21/2005 6:18 pm

I think sometimes our mind gets the best of us. Speaking of hormones...well they do get the best of us. You have checked out everything and should put your mind at ease and be sure that all us gals go through the same paranoia's from time to time.


frogger1995 40F

10/21/2005 6:29 pm

Ok, Im back and can respond to everyone in turn

tigerdickaches: If you read my post with 100 things about me you would know my feelings on baseball. (zzzzzz) But I enjoy the team spirit so I will list that as something to be happy about.

WildWon1982: no longer exanimate...now just relaxed (just got back from Happy hour).

ewan_1973: Yeah it was you...no offense. you had a good point. Haven't been on long enough to go through all of my messages (I have about 250 unread ones right now).

If you knew anything about me you would know it was paranoia (with a few hormones mixed in). Just to give you an idea, I had an ulcer at the age of 21. Does that clarify it a bit?

JarrodSparrow: I hope your "time of the month" fares better than mine. I've been there so if you are feeling down, just look me up.

AlbertPrince: Still workin on it (especially after Alankink27). BUt getting there. I still think its prudent to back off sexually for now.

ewan_1973: That actually makes me feel a bit better. Even if it was to make me feel just that way

anacortes: Goood Lord! I can't imagine. I have ALWAYS used protection. I may have been hedonistic, but not stupid! I would probably be in an asylum right now if I hadn't.


tigerdickaches 63M

10/21/2005 7:45 pm

Frogger ...

You seem so genuinely worried about STDs, and I hate to see you fret!

I'm back again as promised! I had promised to dig up some information I posted at another blog site for another lovely lady regarding a great new sex toy that may allow you to enjoy pleasures without ever having to put yourself in harm's way again!

Some of my tigress friends like the new "Terrifically Tantalizing Tiger Tongue", a battery-powered personal stimulation device which has long whiskers that are strategically positioned to tickle and stimulate the inner thighs and a very long and muscular tongue that has several operating modes, e.g. constant vibrating, fast and furious licking and concentrated clit attention. This is a very complicated electro-mechanical device, as you can probably imagine, and there have been some initial problems in early distribution to a small test market here in Missouri. It seems that some of the devices have irritated the inner thighs of a few young test panelists because the whiskers were too stiff and some panelists have actually passed out because they continued using the device beyond the maximum recommended time limit of 30 minutes! The manufacturer is looking into the technical feasibility of incorporating a timer and an automatic cut-off switch! I'm sure these minor difficulties will be quickly resolved by the company's engineering staff!

The name of this start-up manufacturing company is "Tiger International Technology Sales". It has recently gone public, and is listed on the NASDAQ under ticker symbol TITS! Oh, did I happen to mention that the company is owned and operated by my nephew, Truman the Tiger! Contact me at "Tiger Talk" if you'd like a prospectus or advance ordering information! Or, if you'd like to join the test panel of young ladies here in Missouri, I'll personally speak to Truman on your behalf!

Back to the jungle ...

Tiger Dick

ROARRRRRR!


smilesalot4488 61M

10/21/2005 8:34 pm

A very logical solution - tracking down everyone. *whew - wiping brow* I can feel the balance being restored, and I'm glad you were able to work through the worry.


Nightguy_1961 56M
4866 posts
10/21/2005 9:30 pm

Nothing wrong with being cautious, especially in this day and age. In my humble opinion, you were no more paranoid than anybody else that plays in the sexual playground. Unfortunately, I been a pallbearer at friend's funerals who died of AIDS. So I know what you are feeling when you talk about protection.

Keep on doing what you're doing...if you feel good about it, to hell with what anybody else thinks.

NG


frogger1995 40F

10/22/2005 5:54 am

bella_: Yes, I just called one of my friends in LA and asked her if she ever worried like I did (She's been with about 20 men). She laughed and said yes, and she still never caught anything. Right now she's married and expecting...There's hope for me yet.

smilesalot4488: It made me feel better at least.


digdug41 50M

10/22/2005 9:13 am

hey frogger aslong as your alright now just be cautious for any future liasons so you dont have another panic attack

roaming the cyber streets of blogland


DorianVampire 40M
20 posts
10/22/2005 10:50 am

Not sure my 2 cents are worth much here but...

I dated a girl I worked with once. A dancer from the bar (no peanut gallery comments). Being an attractive girl with a healthy sex drive she went through similar concerns before we started dating. Her concern stemed from deciding she wanted a long lasting relationship and she worried that with all the past fun, that might not be possible. Anyway being her friend at the time I spent more than a few nights talking for hours about "what if" situations. I was the only qualified person for these talks due to my father being a military nurse for 18 year (ya pick things up in conversations).

The point is that in my experience it is normal for folks like yourself to take these things very seriously from time to time. I wouldn't worry to much over it. As for the folks you asked getting nervous, they had little right to. I mean it is a fair question, one I have been asked before. YOu have a right to know. If they get freaked out cause you lifted the curtain on some potentially ugly details, then thats their failing. Those folks suffer from "can't see it/ isn't there" syndrome.

"Pay no attention to the (info) behind the curtain".... LOL


tigerdickaches 63M

10/22/2005 11:59 am

Frogger ...

I'm back. I told you I would go off and search for information on a great new sex toy that may allow you to permanently eschew coitus and stay out of harm's way! You seem so concerned about those STDs!

Some of my tigress friends like the new "Terrifically Tantalizing Tiger Tongue", a battery-powered device which has long whiskers that are strategically positioned to tickle and stimulate the inner thighs and a very long and muscular tongue that has several operating modes, e.g. constant vibrating, fast and furious licking and concentrated clit attention. This is a very complicated electro-mechanical device, as you can probably imagine, and there have been some initial problems in early distribution to a small test market here in Missouri. It seems that some of the devices have irritated the inner thighs of a few young test panelists because the whiskers were too stiff and some panelists have actually passed out because they continued using the device beyond the maximum recommended time limit of 30 minutes! The manufacturer is looking into the technical feasibility of incorporating a timer and an automatic cut-off switch!

The name of this start-up manufacturing company is "Tiger International Technology Sales". It has recently gone public, and is listed on the NASDAQ under ticker symbol TITS! Oh, did I happen to mention that the company is owned and operated by my nephew, Truman the Tiger! Contact me at "Tiger Talk" if you'd like either a prospectus or brochure and advance order form! Or, if you'd like to join the test panel, I'll speak to Truman personally on your behalf! Assuming appropriate consideration, I may be able to convince Truman that you need to be allowed to participate on this test panel!

Back to the jungle ...

Tiger Dick

ROARRRRRR!


andyknight1993 42M

10/22/2005 7:17 pm

hi frogger1995,

the world can be scary. i think your were very responsible to have your concerns addresed by your doctor. hope you feel more comfortable in your own skin now.

I live in NY. I would really like to chat with you on line some night. If you are interested please leave an email for me in my AdultFriendFinder mailbox with an non-AdultFriendFinder mailbox address i can email or maybe your yahoo im call sign.

I know this is irregular to start a line of communication. However, I am currently not a full member of AdultFriendFinder. I have very limited access.

If you are interested, please write. If not, please accept my praise on the great pictures and blogs you have created here. They are awesome. Best of luck.

andyknight1993
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MillsShipsGayly 52M

10/22/2005 7:30 pm

.. there's a lion in my pocket and babybe she is ready to roll (condoms frogger)


MillsShipsGayly 52M

10/22/2005 7:32 pm

the ABOVE post was a poor attempt to thieve a line from the artist, Prince.


frogger1995 40F

10/22/2005 8:41 pm

Again with the animals...Perhaps my last post wasn't so far off the mark....


rm_Alankink27 48M

10/22/2005 11:09 pm

ewan_1973..... BINGO........


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