God, I hate doctors!!!!!  

freetime648 53F
7629 posts
5/11/2005 3:09 am

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God, I hate doctors!!!!!

Went for a follow up on an appointment I had had a couple weeks ago. And although it was fairly expected, I got the news that I DID NOT want to hear. I won't go into the gory details, but the news has me so freaked out. I am, what I would consider a strong woman, but this one has me in a funk and I cannot get out of it! My doctor is one of those who has lived in and was born in the USA but still has that inherited accent, which, is very hard to understand. But, when the "C" word came out of his mouth I understood it quite clear! It is only a possibility and we are having tests to rule it out, but, in the meantime, my mind is playing those evil tricks it likes to play. The only defense I have at the moment is sarcasm. It has worked for me before so, I may as well go with what I know. So, until the final reckoning comes I am going to cover it all with a layer of sarcasm and top it off with a candle of wittiness. Maybe, then, I can do what I believe in firmly!! You have to be able to laugh! That is what makes the world go around! Doesn't it?

xx FREETIME648 xx

rm_jaymichel 60M
52 posts
5/13/2005 2:32 pm

You have the powe to move a mountain if you chose. Don't let this get you down. we are all pulling for you. Iwill be fine. Later

jdohio366 51M/51F

5/11/2005 4:25 pm

Ummm, I meant BLOG this. Sorry LOL. I promise my hands are better at things that dont involve typing!!

jdohio366 51M/51F

5/11/2005 4:24 pm

I am glad that you thought to NLOG this. That may sound callous but, if you have the nerve and courage to put that out there then it shows that you are a strong monded, extroverted and confident person. I have faith in you and your courage. I will be thinking about you throughout this process as you know. I am a firm believer in the power of the mind. You need to adjust a little and keep a positive attitude. As best you can.
My Grandmother, the wisest woman that I have ever know, once told me that worried just makes the soul tired. It doesnt help you it only drags you donw and makes the bad become your reality. I told you she was wise!
You are in my thoughts and I believe that you will be fine. You have to be! We havent been together yet sweetie! Think shorts and spoons!!! And, keep smiling!

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
5/11/2005 2:19 pm

~ smilez ~ yes it does. Hope you will hear more (and better) news soon. In the mean time take care and keep on smiling .

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