Thinking to much?  

flagg134 37M
1430 posts
3/17/2006 7:56 pm

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Thinking to much?


I feel as though I am becoming someone else lately. Almost as though I am walking through my life without feeling Going through the motions and, it feels as though I am trying to please everyone which is not in my nature. I usually am honest to a fault always acting how I feel instead of trying to get peoples attention. Its as though I am holding back or something. Maybe I'm just burnt out from the same old shit different day and I'm zoning out of reality. I'm sure my brainfart will pass.

Things are getting to me like never before the vile creature known as bathtub ring (AKA niceguy20402) never used to truly get under my skin. Lately I'm faltering and giving in to his shenanigans. I know I shouldn't give a word that waste of dna says value. His games and the effect he has on people that don't know him get me angry though. He has been visiting here as he has done with others but doesn't post. I invite him to do so I have no fear of him but, also no pity. I am going to ignore his posts henceforth unless they are personally directed at me why waste my breath.

When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily,
joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
clinical, intellectual, cynical.

There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run too deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.

Now watch what you say or they'll be calling you a radical,
liberal, fanatical, criminal.
Won't you sign up your name, we'd like to feel you're
acceptable, respecable, presentable, a vegtable!

At night, when all the world's asleep,
the questions run so deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am.

~SuperTramp~

The song relates and describes pretty much how I feel. I know I sound like I am crazy I am don't mind me if this post gets hidden pretty quickly. I gotta stop being so negative in my blog.I promise a way more upbeat post next time.

Flagg

rm_SultryVirgo 49F
567 posts
3/17/2006 10:13 pm

Love that song one of my fav's. Look your going through what we all do on the ad lines at some point or another. Because you do now know what he's about, you find him something that is an irritant, and he is one so don't worry about it. We all go through it if we post there long enough, and I might add we all shake it too, and so will you.

I can go for weeks and not say a word, then some days I'm hitting everyone one of his questions lol. And quite frankly yes I use him to vent, because he is everything that is wrong with the ad lines. He represents the multi profilers, the racists, the sexist pigs, the vile, all of them rolled into and stuffed into one very filthy bathrobe. And because of that those that don't know any better, but would presume to call us to the mat for not putting up with him, get to learn a lesson. Because he can't keep it up for long, soon he goes right back into being what he is, a very lonely, lonely person who needs attention. I didn't say man because we have no idea if he is one, could be a woman.

Don't worry about what you put in you blog, we will read it no matter what.

By the way is your ass wet??? There has been a myth kissing it a bit on the ad lines LOL.

Sultry


angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
3/17/2006 10:25 pm

Flagg...you feel what you feel. Great song by the way! And isn't this the very place that you can voice those feelings? Blog on.


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/17/2006 11:28 pm

Thx Sultry good to know I'm not alone out there. I really see the truely irritating thing about him now is that people actually flock to this idiot. Like he is the messiah of the adlines (I know that title belongs to Rewcrew/NoEX) lol. Also now I'm even getting upset that his vile spew gets posted. I got shot down by AdultFriendFinder for the line "How to keep a pr**k occupied" they considered that offensive language.

Its not that I have been around too long. Just too much lately getting a little ti-red of seeing the same old questions with different motives behind them. The only thing that kept me sane today was SW3's humor that woman is hilarious.

Thanks for the support but for my own sake I got open up the drapes a little lol.

Yeah I noticed that never had a word to say to me or about me until today in fact. I think just yesterday she was hating on me a little. Fickle creatures they are huh?Lmao

As for this vent its just the green beer talking really lol.


Da_penetrator2 34M
18 posts
3/18/2006 12:08 am

Flagg, first of all, you're a great person, if you were'nt, you wouldn't have helped me out. This is what blogs are for. I've posted one as well to talk about my situations and feelings.

I agree with. Let's ignore the bastards.

Good luck


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/18/2006 12:42 am

Da thank you I appreciate your words of support. Your being here to support me humbles me. Your situation is much worse than mine. I have dealt with the loss of someone close to me as well except that I had no warning. I wasn't ready for that it was like a piece of myself was ripped away. I hope you heed the words of the wise miss sensuouswoman3 in your post.

I just wish there was something more I could do. Inconsiderate pricks are always about its a fact of life. I just try to take care of the ones that make themselves impossible to ignore.

Like I said before you are welcome to talk anytime if you like you can look me up here on this blog.

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/18/2006 9:34 am

Oh and I have decided against not posting someone does need to educate the people who support him.

Flagg


SolarPowered0 111M
8023 posts
3/18/2006 10:06 am

Flagg...

Nothing here should become a "problem" in your life. As for being you, just be you. If someone here should find you offensive or intolerable, tell them to fuck off. Most rational people are going to accept you for who you are. Some won't. It's no different here than outside.

The DBG is just here for our entertainment. He fills a need for all of us to "pick" apart the misfits. Don't take it to heart that you fall into that "zone"... we all do it. And it can be a good thing. It keeps us from coming unglued with others who might matter in the long run.

Never post anything that you don't feel is from "you." Post the things which are real and right in your eyes. Be Flagg. Not someone who has to look over their shoulder at the things you have said. Say what you mean and mean what you say. If you fuck up, apologize for it. If you are right, stand on your words and tell the ones who challenge you where to put their bullshit. The only respect you will ever get here, or anywhere, is the respect you earn. Your integrity is ALWAYS in your hands - not the hands of others.

Glad you're part of this show. You have the ability to call the shots and that's a good thing - for you - and for us! Believe it!!!

Solar... (out of the clear blue of the Western sky)


rm_notanangel1 62F

3/18/2006 2:19 pm

Hey Flagg. Don't let the 'putzs'(wiseguy) of the world get you down. I mean lets face it..he obviously gets off on all this attention. Which is why I posted that last post to him. Don't give him what he wants. And of course after his 15 minutes of 'fame' have passed there will be 5 more in line to take his place. I like your writings. You have talent. Pursue it. Take the lessons learned from the 'putz' man and make them work for you. And when you write your first novel? The dedication?..*L* but of course..to the 'putz' man. That will really piss his old ass off sugar!! *LOL*


rm_fitjames68 51M
547 posts
3/18/2006 4:32 pm

Wow what great advice there is here. All I can do is echo everyone above me: Flagg you are who you are, and if you are down that is fine. I like who you are (and I'm clearly not alone). Better to be down and honest about it, than pretend to be up all the time in an effort to please everyone.

Now, about bathtub ring - do NOT let him get under your skin. He is playing a game which every child plays on their parents, only as a person with a (limited) level of literacy he plays it more ferociously. The aim of the game is to get us to behave like children. He will do WHATEVER it takes to provoke a child-to-child interraction, typified by a person angrily lashing-out at something he has said. To defeat him you have to remain the adult. Not so easy when someone says such hate-filled things. I think the only adult behaviours which are appropriate are antipathy and ridicule. Personally I vary between the two, as the mood takes me.

Eric Berne wrote a fascinating book called "Games People Play" where he analyses neurotic behaviour patterns as though they were games with rules. Read it - very entertaining and informative.

I've loved the Supertramp song ever since I first heard it years ago. I think most intelligent people feel that way at some point. Part of what it is to be human is to have a conflict between how we feel and the way we have to behave in a humane society. Yep, that makes people feel the way you describe: going through the motions, or being someone else. The only way to resolve it is ensure that you have plenty of outlets for your TRUE self: good friends you actually MEET regularly and with whom you can be 100% honest, a creative pastime where you can express yourself, a once-a-week binge on all the foods you LOVE regardless of whether they're good for you or not, a wild sport or two where you can let rip, a sexual partner with whom you can enjoy mutual unbridled carnal lust, a community (or even cyber-community) where you feel a valued individual, if you are spiritual the space in which to practise your beliefs - hey, even a blog! A friend of mine calls this process "Nurturing your inner Ugg". Love your Ugg and nurture it, Flagg!


header1979 38M
507 posts
3/18/2006 8:08 pm

Hey bathtub ring, Flagg is straighter than you could ever hope to be and a hell of a lot brighter too. Women like him. Too bad you don't know anything about that.


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/18/2006 8:33 pm

Dear, bathtub

You have once again shown your lack of intelligence you couldn't come up with something with rythym even though you had the song typed out for you pathetic. Your lack of class by attacking someone on their blog is also pathetic. Your taste in music horrendous you don't like the song because your feeble mind cannot understand it.

As for your theme song I got yours right here

Ala Ode to the bathtub ring

When I was here before
Couldn't say shit to your face
My skin makes me hurl
I flounder around like a snail
In my hateful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to get attention
I want an erection
I want my ass plugged
I want you to notice
When I'm spewing my shit
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I'm pissing my pants
Shat all over the floor
Can't buy myself a whore

I'm sitting here soiling my bathrobe,
Gettin my jollies being
a pathetic attention whore

Whatever makes you hate me
Whatever you loathe
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/18/2006 11:39 pm

Solar my mind was not in a perfect state last night things in real life have been getting to me. So i tried to drown out my feelings on the adline which was a mistake. I was answering so many questions I thought I was gonna start sounding like certain bathrobe fence-sitter who will not be named. So some of my posts were short and some meaningless which I try not to do.

I should have edited this post about bathrobe as my point didn't come across clear to everyone obviously. He is not getting me down just overexcited. I'm sick of his little supporters out there who think he is funny and that we are wrong for bashing him.

Besides I was seeing spinnycolors last night. From the drinking.

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 12:02 am

SSS I hear you he is getting inane and simple with his questions the same situations different characters. He is exactly as you say an attention starved pussbag and, he makes a very very good venting outlet my own little punching bag.

I noticed that from the start when I first got here he was only after you and 3EA then he started on some others but mostly those that call him on his bullshit. I guess he takes us the most seriously because we are smarter than him. Truly getting under his skin.

LOL SSS insanity this guy is bonkers he tried this how many times with how many different people. Asking the same questions in search of getting more responses.

Thx for the support with needing me out there I think there are lots of quality responders though out there losing one wont hurt much the fence-sitters spew their keep everyone happy crap and thats what bothers me about this guy getting those hes not so bad responses. I can't understand that shit at all.

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 12:10 am

Notanangel lol I'm no writer but thx for the Idea. Its not him getting me down just his little friends that want a piece of his fame trying to defend this pig.

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 12:27 am

Fit thx it is appreciated its life getting me down making prey to the frustration of seeing people support this numbnut.

I will try and pickup the book always had an interest in learning the intracacies of the human thought process its why I post in the Adlines as well as to rib this guy. Oh yeah I do like helping people as well sometimes.

The Supertramp song is awesome I always liked it a lot. I love the message behind it how we all end up getting lost in PC society all to often. I do keep myself busy off of here I have plenty of friends that I am with almost every single day the problem lately is that some of them are dragging me down with their issues. I can only offer my support and ear to them so much without being drained so i come here to vent and speak more freely. I do keep myself busy between friends and hobbies and hanging out here. I'm valued in my group of friends and obviously here though I never knew that here. I'm bad at reading people.

Thank you everyone for your support it makes me humbles me to have it.

Flagg


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 12:36 am

Thats right bathtub ring you don't listen to what you couldn't understand. Its so far over your head that you get lost. I would imagine the only music that soothes your soul is the mating call of warthogs. Even they want nothing to do with you though bathtub ring surely you are without hope.

I did suppose you wouldn't like the song much but then again if I were you I wouldn't want to look in a mirror either. You are an uncaring cretin your only value to this site is as a venting post to those who need to release frustration.

Flagg


3_Erotic_Amigos 62M/62F
33 posts
3/19/2006 12:36 am

Flagg,
Anybody who reads you immediately recognizes you are wise beyond your years. bathtub ring used to get to me at first, but now the only frustration I feel is when he doesn't single me out for an insulting response. I feel like I didn't do a good enough job of insulting him in the first place, LOL. It makes me laugh when some dummy says its funny how he jerks our chains, when its us jerking his. The fact that it so obvious he must devote a major portion of his day dreaming this crap up shows how much we are getting to him, and the repetition shows he's at his wits end trying to dream up new material. Remember, he has to be very careful not to post something that we can easily turn around on him, but he still does anyway. The only people I'm frustrated with are the staff at AdultFriendFinder. He wouldn't be allowed to post the hateful crap he says about women if it was about any other group without AdultFriendFinder hammering him, so why don't they protect women too? After all, gender discrimination is illegal too.

Keep up the good work, and don't let the bastard get you down,

3EA


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 8:18 am

Egocentric looks who is talking here you post questions trying to get the most responses. I bet you get a real rise out of every lick of abuse you take it is truly sickening. As for your supporters they never have anything to say they just claim you have the freedom to post this sexist and racist nonsense. I don't think they agree with your humor either I think they just pity you if you like you can hide behind that.

Flagg


Isboris 66M
52 posts
3/19/2006 2:00 pm

I know you don't have any personal experience to relate this to, but since Flagg is a man he has no problem leaving your pathetic attempts at wit for all to see. Like all sewer dwellers, you prefer to leave what amounts to your droppings all over other people's blogs, but just can't produce enough testosterone to post a blog of your own and leave it open for other's to reply to, can you? My friends the 3EA said they made an offer to you in Flagg's question in the Advice Lines. I'm betting you don't have the balls to take them up on it. Here on the internet is the only place you are safe to be yourself, isn't it? Lord knows, any man or woman here could easily make you eat your words in real life. Your fellow citizens in Australia must be hanging their heads in shame knowing you are one of them.


SolarPowered0 111M
8023 posts
3/19/2006 2:11 pm

Flagg...

Leave his posts, will you? Everyone deletes them and then... we have no reference back to his wisdom.

Solar...


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/19/2006 2:25 pm

Solar

They will stay here to be used for anyone who likes I don't feel like dirtying my hands with this cretin for a little while though. I will not satisfy him with my ire nor will I block this nonsense.

Flagg


Da_penetrator2 34M
18 posts
3/21/2006 9:57 pm

Flagg, it just shows you, this people need to get educated. And that last lines of his song that he dedicated to you. Man, my little brother came up with a better song and he isn't even born yet. He's got the mind of a french fry. Actually, just half a french fry.

I think he sits around during the day, wondering, fuck, who am I gonna try to fuck in tha ass today. Maybe he just needs attention, like a litlle puppy in front of the door, soaking wet in the rain.

I agree, leave his posts here, so that everybody can see waht mindless childish incensitive little cockraoch fucker he is.

Till l8er.

***DA***


Da_penetrator2 34M
18 posts
3/22/2006 12:18 am

    Quoting niceguy20402:
    You may have noticed that I seem to have a "Cult Following " from people who are not quite as immature, self absorbed and egocentric as you are Flagg.
Don't u think it's a little over your bedtime, bathplug....


Ready2Learn54 57M/64F

3/25/2006 4:35 am

Hi, Flagg!

Please DON'T let the pathetic mad rantings of AdultFriendFinder's resident women-hating, racist, and insensitive attention junkie bring you down. NO one is more immature, self-absorbed or egocentric than HE is. He proves it every day with his daily posts.

Be true to yourself and take pride in who you are! Your responses in Advice Lines are intelligent, considerate (except to BRG, of course. lol) and show a maturity level that men twice your age should envy. You are wise beyond your years.

Judging from all the positive support you have received, it would seem that YOU have the kind of "cult following" that BRG can only dream about. Your friends here are very REAL...not imaginary ones created by a man with too much time on his hands.

Good song!! "Breakfast In America" by Supertramp was one of my favorite albums years ago. Your version of "Radiohead's "Creep" is also very fitting. Too bad it went right over BRG's head.

Keep up the good work!


flagg134 37M
1582 posts
3/25/2006 4:08 pm

Sorry I got to this late thanks this fool is not worth my being upset over I don't take a word said by him at face value considering the source he can say all he likes. It is of no value to me these are people I consider friends not a cult following. I am neither a leader nor a follower just an individual. For him to say he has a cult following is absurd and egocentric.

Thanks for your support I shouldn't have let him get to me at all originally though.

Flagg


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