Crisp & clean  

firstflight6942 58M
37 posts
8/3/2006 11:47 am

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8/4/2006 12:32 pm

Crisp & clean

Wow, what a morning. Woke up in a dry bed for the first time in a week. I always thought that if you are going to wake up in a wet bed it should be for a good reason. I can think of only one.

The Sky's are clear and my head seems quite a bit clearer as well. Yesterday was a tough one. While I still feel a little shocked and numb about Tuesday nights conversation with the soon to be X, I feel more at ease than I did. Maybe the weather helps.

Started shopping for a new duplex today. Pickings are slim right now but I am not in a super big rush. Although I would really like to get out of where I am, I do stay at my house three days a week and that puts me at ease. I am very comfortable at my home while not so much at the place I am staying part time.

I would like to have my own charge card soon. There are a couple of people on this sight that I would really like to contact. I felt like dropping a huge hint to them but thought that would be kind of weird. With a little luck they might contact me. lol on that one.

I feel fortunate to have been contacted as much as I have. Albeit the male penis hunters are not the e-mails one would hope for, I have had 4 female contacts. Each of them was a lot of fun to chat with. We would talk about cows, pigs and horses which is perfectly fine by me. A couple of them were very supportive as well. Lord knows a needed a little over the past few months. It was just a wonderful feeling to have people show any interest at all. Being a very young 47 is a little tough in the dating seen. I have read many blogs and read things about "how the old guys" say this or did that. Well? I don't feel that old and I don't really look that old, it's just the god damned number looks old to some. Hell, it looks old to me, I just forget how many years I have been around. lol again....

Anyway, I am going to go out tonight. I have $7.00 to blow and there is a M & G this Thursday not to far from my house. I am just a bit weary about going because I will be going alone and don't think I will know anyone there. But not too long back I went out to supper with three members of this sight and survived. Okay, I had fun. The three of them had me laughing more than I was accustomed to as of late. So smiles to you three!

The tough part about going is that I really don't drink anymore (occasional glass of wine) so my social skills will definately be tested.....

rm_bkwrmgurl 51F

8/3/2006 4:23 pm

As difficult what you're going through right now is, shopping for a duplex is kind of an exciting new chapter, I suppose. Before you know it, you'll be so wrapped up with moving that it'll give you something new to focus on.

You have a great time tonight! You seem like a real personable guy, so I'm sure you'll fit right in with everyone you meet.

Oh... and I don't think you're old.

rm_CyclingSusie 45F

8/3/2006 8:51 pm

Smiles right back at ya!!

I planned on going to the M&G tonite, but couldn't make it. I ended up hanging out with someone I hadn't seen for a while and really missed. Did you have fun?

Your friend,

firstflight6942 58M
30 posts
8/4/2006 6:04 am

BKW, thanx again for the kind words of encouragement. And like you said, this is a great distraction for me. I put an offer in on a duplex three blocks from my son and am quit excited about the whole thing. Great place. Instantly comfortable when I walked in.

BTW, old, to me, is a state of mind and age is but a number.
I'm good

biandhornyinWI 48F
157 posts
8/4/2006 7:32 am

Hope you're hanging in there ff You are a lot of fun, you'll do GREAT when you hit the dating scene, not a question in my mind! Did you end up going last night?

firstflight6942 58M
30 posts
8/4/2006 8:45 am

Hi BI. Nope didn't go out. Updated things in blogsville to explain. Maybe we will see you Next Tuesday as well?

firstflight6942 58M
30 posts
8/4/2006 9:29 am

Hi Susie, glad you stopped in. Good to hear from you. Maybe, just Maybe we will see you Tuesday at the Art bar. There is a string about it called feelers/something/something or something like that.

Take care!

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