The Sexual Beast Inside  

fingerlickin_69 43M
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8/8/2006 8:22 pm

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8/14/2006 2:30 am

The Sexual Beast Inside

One of the things I find most fascinating, having been a member of this site for a few months now, is how it has forced me to really look into myself and find what it is I am looking for, both in terms of any possible relationships that may lie in my future, and in terms of my sexual needs and desires. In all other aspects of my life, I tend to be very introspective. And while I might have thought about sex quite a bit, it was usually contained to those times I was jerking off to a porno in the DVD player. And yet, I never thought about what I really wanted, sexually speaking.

Like some, I was a bit of a late bloomer, having lost my virginity at the age of 21. Since then, I have pretty much been happy with whatever happened to come my way. I was never the one to entice a girl to come home with me, but I responded with vigor to anything I perceived as an advance. All things considered, it's worked out alright so far.

I always knew that I had an incredibly high sex drive. Whenever I had a girlfriend, I had sex as often as I could, and had a chance to experiment at least a little bit.

Now, however, I am actually thinking about my sexual desires apart from any inclination to be in a relationship again. While this has led to a handful of rather awkward situations in dealing with potential partners (see, for example, My Last Shred of Privacy), I find that the idea itself of meeting someone to explore our sexual potential incredibly arousing! Who will she (or they) be? Will I take a trip to see her? Will she come to see me? Will she be right next door? Will she open my eyes to something I haven't tried yet? Will she look up at me with blissfull eyes as I am inside her? Will I want to say things I've never said out loud before because of her? The possibilities are endless; I'm getting hard just imagining them!

You can call it making up for lost time; you can call it sowing wild oats; or you can call it sexual self-realization, but I feel free just admitting to myself that I have a sexual beast inside of me.

Anyone else feel the same?

cookiequeen1000 54F

8/13/2006 11:40 pm

Oh yeah babe!! Liking the sexual self-realization for the name-calling

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