fallinStrgazer 55F
470 posts
9/5/2006 10:02 am

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9/6/2006 4:41 am


Good Day all
I guess today is kind of a somber day, today I told friends and family that I was planning on going back to Ohio. A few wished me well, but I know thats NOT what they are thinking. And wheather they realize it or not, I do understand what they are thinking. That im gonna fowl things up again, and thats NOT my intention at all. I just feel that there has been an empty space in my life since I have been away from this man.. Grantit, we have had some doosies, but in my heart of hearts, I Know thats where I want to be.
Question is, Will the people in my life who feel this is just bullshit, ever be more understanding, like I have to them?... I feel I am one of the most understanding people around, maybe too much. But I also know that there has to be some line of understanding for them to see, that this is what I want and that they are gonna stand behind me and be there if it falls apart..
Well im done for now.. Have a good day all..

sooolongsuckers 42M

9/5/2006 10:36 am

I...I..don't think I understand!!

elysianpleasure 49M

9/5/2006 4:50 pm

Sounds like they are just worried about you... and worried that you know what you are getting yourself back into. If they care about you as much as they seem... they won't be happy... but they will stick by you. Them being happy isn't really the point. Its your life... and if they stick by you... then they have earned their keep... haven't they? If not... then maybe they weren't the friends you thought.

Good luck... sounds like some tough decisiosn.

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