Monday Morning Commin Down  

fallinStrgazer 55F
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9/4/2006 4:58 am

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9/4/2006 5:08 pm

Monday Morning Commin Down

Happy Monday All, and Happy Labor Day
This picture looks like me today, No sleep, massave confusion in my heart,my brain is goin a mile a minute and I just dont sleep. So Im sittin here drinkin my morning coffee, trying to find the right answers to the questions in my life right now.
My heart is tellin me to go back, because I do love this man, and his children, I dont think I ever stopped. I so want to be with him, he made me laugh, and made me feel good about myself for the most part. Yes we had our share of problems, mostly contributed by my son and his antics. My son has since moved home and I dont see him or talk to him. He needs to get his shit together get off the shit and only HE can do that... any adict knows that.. me included.
I feel like enough time has passed, and the man in ohio has made some changes in his life that he really needed to do, and I will stand behind that. And probably be going back to give him one more shot... If it doesnt work, then I will be back, that is if Darkn will let me..(which Im sure she will since she doesnt think its gonna work anyway) but that doesnt stop me from lovin her any less, I respect her opinion, I always have Well, Im off to start my day.. have to work.(yuck).lol Have a Great day All, and enjoy your holiday


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