evilgothgirl 52F
326 posts
5/9/2006 6:20 am

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5/13/2006 7:26 pm


Brief update on the landslide that is me.

The knee is getting there,,,slowly! Very frustrating at best.

This weekend I turned 41. Cripes, does that piss me off. Age is just a number...sure if that number is less than 30! How the hell did I get this frickin old? Not happy about that either.

I have had a friend of 4 years..no best friend... betray me. Yes, I know, people do what they feel they need to do...but to destroy someone in the process??? WTF! I have found out that she is partly responsible for me loosing my job. I have learned now to NEVER mix friendships with work. I brought her into my former company taught her everything I knew, we shared our sucesses and personal lives. That came back to bite me in the butt. Even more, I hired my sister-in-law 3 years prior, and she was the other person in my office to help nail the coffin shut. Maybe that is why she has not spoke to me since I was fired?? Guilt??? Even as mad as I am, I wish them well, but, I can't wait to see them take the fall that will come to them. I hate the emotional turmoil they have created.

On the man front....My B/F of almost 3 years is pulling away, and we are about over. This breaks me on so many levels. For this alone, I am devistated.

So what do we have left:
An old, gimpy, unemployed, unloved shell of a person.

I will not continue on this way....I said earlier I wanted out...well today starts the planning. I am updating my will today. I am penning letters to all those that have fucked with my life. I would hate to be gone and them not know the damage they created.

rm_dragonheat23 52M
1158 posts
5/9/2006 12:48 pm

An attempt to cheer you up, Mistress of Darkness.

41 is not old (Didn't you admit to being a MILF a while back....?)
Gimpy? I can barely walk myself somedays
Unemployed, been there. All it means is that new opportunities are now available.
Unloved? Maybe. But you are respected (at least by myself)

Besides you do have one hell of a sexy tatoo (That is a stiletto, isn't it?)

evilgothgirl replies on 5/10/2006 8:17 am:
Thanks Doll, You are a very sweet man. I qppreciate that you are trying to cheer me up....

I have not smiled in a very long time.


PS, the tat is a girlie butterfly, but, it does look like a shoe..hm..


5/10/2006 1:13 pm

Try to look at the brite side , guys do the same thing to guys , been there done that . I'm turning 40 in 1 month and am wishing I was 20 again . I've been at the same job for 18 years ( it's only good for the money ) spend alot of days wishing I would get canned just to get away from the crap . Don't let lifes little thing get you down , your not alone .

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