random rage  

evilgothgirl 53F
326 posts
4/19/2006 5:40 pm

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4/19/2006 5:43 pm

random rage

Failed by visions.
Tricked by illusions.
Stalked by the reaccuring thoughts of past times.
Past worlds.
Nothing left to the imagination.
Everything out in the open.
Screaming,
"I want to be your victim.
Destroy me."
And yet in the middle of this I stand trying to find peace.
Trying to find that reassuring light yet only finding darkness.
Watching as everything falls around me.
No one fighting for their life.
No one caring.
No one willing to fight for what they believe in.
In this I live.
In this my hopes and dreams become mere writings on the wall of misery.
Nothing new.
But nothing old.
Stuck in a time of hurt.
Stuck in a time of anguish and shortcomings.
Stuck in a time where nothing is everything and everything is nothing.
Where every time things begin to change life resists.
Where we rush to slow down everything.
Soon we begin to fade.
Maybe for the good of things.
I'm tired of playing the role of someone in control.
I'm tired of trying to be something I could never own up to.
I'm tired of pretending.
This is my world.
What I live in every day.
Failed by visions.
Tricked by illusions.


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