Speeding trains  

eternal1969 48M
838 posts
9/14/2005 3:05 am

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Speeding trains

Love begins with a smile,
Grows with a kiss and
Ends with a tear

Its true isn't it ? Thats what life is all about and it applies to everything that we have a passion for.

Been busy with work the last few days and I feel like my whole life had just whisked on by. Enroute, had to dump a project which returns were not performing to expectations. Didn't realize that I could actually get sentimental over work "babies", but I did. I evolved it, I grew it and now I had to kill it.

So busy was I that I also missed a very good friend's birthday. We have been buddies for years and we made the mistake of sleeping together after a night of drinking. Now we've drifted apart as she doesn't feel comfortable going out alone with me knowing that we could never be together and yet having shared the intimacy of body and soul. I was hoping to surprise her and maybe re-work something on a platonic level. I actually miss her making me the butt of her jokes and our devil may care nights out at the clubs.

Ok never mind, maybe I'll try to surprise her tonight

georgina666 37F

9/14/2005 5:31 am

georgina carries her devil charms with her (666) into eternal's soul...may you be a devil carrier when with your girl pal, strike while the iron is hot!

need i be more blunt?!

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
9/14/2005 7:51 am

George, you are indeed a devil's advocate But no, she wasn't in today. So what would you advocate if I wandered up to KL in search of you

Noob_of_the_year 31M

9/14/2005 4:18 pm

I think more importantly you should wish her happy birthday, it's the thoughts that count. Anyway good luck and like what valleyrat said good luck dude.

__Huntress__ 56M/59F

9/14/2005 6:07 pm

Eternal ... nothing like a little sex and a deep reminder of what used to be to start a friendship over again ... !

rm_FreeLove999 47F
16127 posts
9/15/2005 1:53 am

you have a dilemna i have no wise words to answer...

[blog freelove999]

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
9/15/2005 10:39 am

valleyrat - Yes indeed she was a dear friend indeed

Noob - My sentiments exactly, but didnt get any response to my text

Huntress - While I still replay the night we had together with fond feelings.. I think sex will sink the friendship further..

Freelove - Yes it is and I hate to be tied in situations where theres no model answer..

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
9/16/2005 8:26 am

Huny if only she could hear my thoughts and see my heart... sigh

happyladychat 49F
3740 posts
9/16/2005 9:42 am

Sincerity is the way of Heaven. If you persistently offer your geniune care, she will one day be touched and accept your friendship with open arms.

But of course... unless she has other reasons in avoiding you... like having a jealous boyfriend....

Make it your challenge.... turn me ON!!

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
9/17/2005 9:20 am

happylady, you are right about the hidden reasons. I suspect she has started to develop feelings in our relationship and knowing her nature, she will do what it takes to prevent it from taking deeper roots if she knows it cannot develop further.

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