Reunion of Sorts  

eternal1969 48M
838 posts
2/5/2006 10:32 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Reunion of Sorts

Chinese New Year... a time of celebration and gathering of loved ones and dear friends. A time of reunion with family and it would seem with people we try to evade from answering to our hearts calling.

Went to a couple of friends and ex-colleagues houses for the new year for the usual get-together and blackjack sessions. Bumped into my friend T at one of those gatherings and we were kinda awkward with each other. Funny thing was when it was my turn to be the dealer, I cleaned everybody out ... all except T. She would always be a point higher than me or managed a push. Everybody joked that I must be having something with her since it seems that I was intentionally giving in to her. I wasn't of course but it just happened that way. If only they all knew how true it was between her and I. It was a strange feeling to have and it was with some relief that I had to get on with my visit to another friend's house.

Somehow this new year felt strange. I felt so tired throughout. Not sure if it was the burden that I carried back from work or just feeling the fatigue from travelling in circles in my life. On the days I don't get an invite, I basically just rotted on my sofa watching DVDs and drinking wine. Anyhow, it was a strange feeling altogether.

Oh, this is depressing everybody .... so sorry.. but its me only. I hope all my friends are enjoying their new year in a better fashion.

rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
2/5/2006 12:12 pm

I am always happy to see you, its been ok so far.

mr_simply_me 46M
842 posts
2/5/2006 3:41 pm

Oh.. u didn't hear there may be a party??


Cheers my friend


happyladychat 48F
3740 posts
2/5/2006 6:22 pm

Hey, pal... at least you're in control during the get-together. No worries lah, everyone carries some secrets at some time of their life. Important thing is how you deal with it.

So, don't you feel better after you blurted out your depression in your blog. It's you blog, so you can write anything!!! And you didn't depress me, coz I'm enjoying my new year with so many activities that I think I'll want to catch a 48 hours sleep when I go back SHA.

Cheers, & Take Care!

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eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
2/7/2006 5:44 am

Saint love the way you look at me with those eyes..

MSM... party? hmmm... starting to hear some whisper about it

Sassy ... you never do fail to cheer me up

Happylady ...glad you r having fun... that inspired me to go out last night

happyladychat 48F
3740 posts
2/8/2006 1:13 am

Glad to be your inspiration at anytimes.

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