I ain't no Saint  

eternal1969 48M
838 posts
6/29/2006 9:35 pm

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7/2/2006 9:20 pm

I ain't no Saint

It seems that everyone assumes I am sexually dormant and not overlly interested in women. Just like the other day, when I was at my head office, my female colleagues joked that just because I am married, I don't notice the women around me anymore.

However, as a matter of fact I do. I notice all the sweet young things in their tube tops and micro skirts and all. I'll play along with their teasing and casual flirting. Hell I'll even oblige with their request for a lift after work if I'm not in a hurry and hang out with them for drinks or coffee. I do appreciate the eye candy around me and enjoy the harmless fun of returning compliments on them.

But that being said, I am rather discriminating when it comes to actual engagement. I would say that the women I meet can be either classified into the category who would or would not turn me on. To me the turn on factor would be her intelligence, personalty and a certain kind of look (which I never could define).

If shes not my type, I don't even want to consider fantasing about her regardless of what circumstances presenting itself. But even then, most instances of women who do turn me on come to nought as consideration for the mitigating circumstances rules out any form of engagement such as possible complication from emotional entanglement, compromise of professional relationships etc.

I'm no saint and I cannot say that I am void of devious thoughts. But I guess I can only say that control is the only thing that stops me from crossing the line. Last night, I was working late with my staff on several outstanding cases. The rest of the staff had already left and there was only the two of us. It was really tough suppressing the urge to massage the nape of her neck and smell her hair as she kept touching my thighs during our discussions. When I felt that I could not take it anymore I suggested that we call it a day and that I'll give her a ride home. She wanted to have a smoke before we left and we stood side by side leaning against the darken corridor as she had her puff. Goodness, I've never realized how sexy she was as a silhouette with a lighted cigarette and I hated it that she was positioned to be so easily kissed.

She must be thinking what a hardcore boss I must be, talking about work issues even as she was having a puff but that was the best I could do to stave off any other thoughts which could lead to my spiral downwards. Anyway, I managed to hold on and I sent her home without further incident.

However, when we parted last night, she suggested we go for drinks tommorrow after work since its a Friday. Oh boy..... I have a feeling tonight will be a real test.

rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
6/29/2006 11:09 pm

I am! Sort of

happyladychat 48F
3740 posts
6/30/2006 2:45 am

Aiyo! Hope you pass your test of endurance tonight lor... that is, if you want to.

Do report back, ok? Want to kaypoh kaypoh leh...

Make it your challenge.... turn me ON!!

poison_syrup 44F
8533 posts
6/30/2006 6:53 am

Saint will err too when it comes to the topic of seduction. Follow your heart if naughty thoughts in your mind won't do harm to yourself or the other party, bearing in mind not to get to serious though...

Angel Of Sins

Daemon6666 37M

6/30/2006 9:28 am

hmm.. the temptation is strong. hehehehehe

Serenely_Yours 118

7/1/2006 1:37 am

Did you get to taste "the edge of danger"?

٭ ˚ °◦○☻ Serenely Yours ☺○◦° ˚ ٭

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
7/2/2006 9:08 pm

    Quoting funsassy:
    Awaiting for your REAL thingy report! Have fun! ...but don't forget the one back home! ...am I a spoil sport here!
yup thats one of my mitigating factors holding me back

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
7/2/2006 9:12 pm

Hahaha can you be the saint that I may pray to for strength for those nights when the demands on my manhood is to be stretched to the limit?

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
7/2/2006 9:16 pm

    Quoting poison_syrup:
    Saint will err too when it comes to the topic of seduction. Follow your heart if naughty thoughts in your mind won't do harm to yourself or the other party, bearing in mind not to get to serious though...
Sigh if I act on all my naughty thoughts, I will revert back to my single days lifestyle and I don't think I can juggle that in my current marital status....

eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
7/2/2006 9:20 pm

Daemon, Happy, Serene ..... things turned out a little different from what I expected... I think it warrants a post by itself and I'll tell you guys about it when I have some time to write about it

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