eternal1969 48M
838 posts
8/21/2005 11:50 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


Distracted, everything's a blur
Pissed over what, I am not sure
My face feels flushed
My heart beat is in a rush

I don't know why
I don't know how


Its just one of those days.

I felt angry the whole day. I wasn't provoked, didnt get into a fight with anyone.. nothing really happened.

Maybe thats why I was so angry. Nothing happens.... good that is. Ok so nothing really bad happened over the weekend, but then nothing good happened either. So week in and week out, I get bad days and on better days nothing bad happens. Period.

Like yesterday, I browsed the internet and realized that the set of lottery numbers I bought was drawn. Prize money was $500. Great news? I take out the ticket from my wallet and then found that the set was sold out and I had all the number combinations except the winning one.

This morning, I slept uninterrupted until 11am. It was the first Sunday in a long time that I haven't been disturbed in the morning with bad news or work related crisis. But then the whole day ended meaninglessly as I didnt seem to have purpose today. Grhh... maybe I'm too much a workaholic.

I was even more angry that nobody around me realized I was angry. It was so depressing not to have anybody to cajole you to cool down or have a comforting arm around your shoulders. Why doesn't anybody think that I could be angry and especially for no reasons? Then Bolton had to lose to Everton... arghhhh...

ok going to go and bite someone...

rm_FreeLove999 47F
16127 posts
8/22/2005 12:24 am

*sigh* i think we all have those days ... nothing wrong, but nothing particularly right either ... well, hopefully things will buck up!

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eternal1969 48M
1634 posts
8/22/2005 7:27 am

Haha... well faced with your perky picture, my day seems to have improved tremendously

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