my lost rainbow  

eriedragon4 58M
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3/27/2006 11:36 pm

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3/28/2006 11:27 pm

my lost rainbow


i hate that i have to hide the way i feel for you.
i remember the first time i saw you..
you beatiful hair, you face, your gorgeous body.
i had never felt that way about a girl in my life.
im glad you were the first
i remember that day on the grass
everyone was there but i didnt care
you leaned over and i sat up
i can see the picture playing over and over again in my head
i will never forget that day
it was the day i felt your soft full lips against mine
the day i felt your cool tongue in my mouth for the first time
the first time i saw your nipple
so perfect
a deep brown against your olive colored skin
that day i memorized it
afraid i would never see it again
i remember the first time i was at your house
i pushed u in your room
just so i could taste your sweet lips again
sitting on your couch
all i wanted to do was lean over and kiss you
instead i joked around
telling you your boob was popping out of your shirt
as my hand touched your chest
i couldn't stop myself
i had to touch you
grab you
play with your nipple
wishing something would come of my actions...
nothing did
only to later find out you didn't know how i felt
and still you only know a small part
i try to be your friend
but it is so hard
i want you so bad
we never hang out
but only now because you don't "trust yourself"
God what i would give for five minutes alone with you
i would tell you my feelings
i would stare deep into your eyes
as if i were never to see them again
ohhh what i would do to your body
the majic i could work
if you only allowed it
i am completly in love with you
hidding it with my friendship





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