Banana? Oh my... and WHAT???  

rm_emilylam28 39F
61 posts
9/9/2006 8:34 am

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9/10/2006 6:44 am

Banana? Oh my... and WHAT???

Saw my kinky online friend this morning... after i woke up... and... well... let's say i tried something very different that i'd never have done, or even thought of, by myself...

this might sound a little crazy to u guys (i dunno how "kinky" people reading my blogs are... maybe this is nothing to some of u, but it seriously is crazy to me), but the fact that i enjoyed it makes me reconsider if i should continue talking to this person. she promised me that next time will be more intense, and i'm kinda nervous and maybe i should quit now. seems like there's something called a poll and maybe i can ask u guys for your opinion if i figure out how to use it. but anyways, here's what i've done (or rather, what she's told me to do):

she wanted me to tease my nipples at first, then my nightie and panty are off. continuation from last time, she told me to get a banana and lotion (we didn't finish last time as i was disconnected). then banana at my entrance. that by itself is nothing i'd have tried by myself. next thing i know half of it is in me. i was feeling it stretching me as i normally use only a small dildo for masturbation. then... well, she told me to move in and out fast... it was great... but then the worst thing i've ever heard of came my way... she wanted me to say "i'm a dirty little slut" out loud. saying it out loud wasn't easy... i just can't say it. but then she doesn't let me orgasm and make me say it. so i said it, and i almost lost control and orgasmed. i didn't, so i asked her if i can orgasm. she refused!! told me to keep moving, calling me dirty girl, naughty slut, etc. i was so embarrassed. then she told me to use the lotion to lubricate my anus, and... put a finger in it. i told her i haven't gone to the washroom yet since i just woke up, but she said she doesn't care. i was too turned on at that stage so i did that. and i knew, with that finger in my other hole, i can't hold anymore. so i said i have no more hand to type and asked her if i can orgasm. she told me yes, and i really lose ocntrol... that orgasm was great.

afterwards i seriously washed my hand, but then i feel like i need to go poo poo. she lets me go, but when i come back she asked what i did. she made me say i went poo poo. then she asked what i was and i said i'm her dirty girl.

seems like she likes to embarrass me a lot. but why is it a turn on to begin with? how can someone be turned on by any of these? and most importantly... how can i be turned on by any of these? i dunno... i really dunno. this is so new to me.... and i'm quite scared and nervous.

lemme figure out if i can post a poll... if so, please tell me what to do....

sexymermaid6956 64F
26393 posts
9/9/2006 9:03 am

hmmm...i think you are in the stage of experiment and to broaden your sexuality...this is your business and if it feels good do it...if not reconsider...just enjoy learning about yourself...


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smackyman 47M
3849 posts
9/9/2006 9:31 am

You're trying new things and that is great. Then you can decide if you like them or not. And if dirty talking isn't your thing (and it isn't for a lot of folk) then just tell her that...
For some being humiliated is a turn on , in part of being subserviant I guess. But I've never played like that before so maybe I should stop talking....good luck with it girl...

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