Is Adultfriendfinder my lasts resort...  

ego_pow3r_123 37M
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3/4/2006 8:51 pm

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Is Adultfriendfinder my lasts resort...

Hello fellow bloggers!

I'm a new recruit to this site but an old blogger. What made me resort to AdultFriendFinder you might ask. Well, what made you blog here? For the same reason, or the sole reason, out of desparation...

They say there are plenty fish in the sea, but where thou shalt look?

It's great to see couples hand in hand or on porno sites guys with their dicks done clean... (notice the ads this site does? are they targeting lonely guys like me? man... gals giving guys the blow of their life ... makes me think ... i can get one too .. if i just on this site..) ... but its bad when your single ... with that burning unsubmissive genetically coded bunch of hormones churning inside you... almosts makes you lie to yourself that blogging can make things jus a little better...

bah..don't take me wrong.. im not some guy with self problematic issues..

just wondering if theres anyone out there who feels the same ...

I'm in Australia! NSW, Sydney! I'm not those pervs who go on browsing this site for hours to look for sex. Bcoz I know it wont work.

So I try to make myself look like i got some 'intellectual' but really I'm a wolf under some sheep skin ...

too bad..im too quite honests about it..

anyway. Mardi Gras was on yesterday!

Wow! what a damn parade it was! I didn't know till yesterday that Mardi Gras was in fact first a protests for homesexuals/bisexuals or aka Queers... that then turned into a mass attraction in sydney.. and then so afterwards was named a 'parade'... (you must think... 'who doesn't know that!')..well.. watever..

One particular thing happened yesterday...

A moral dilemma... being the so call 'single guy' that i am.. and the character i so built up to this age... just couldnt get it off my mind..

i was standing on a stool so i could get a good view on the parade when a beautiful blonde wanted to get on the same stool that i was on, my mates were there... her mates were there.. she just climbed on...
i stepped off and offered her the vantage point... I being Azn learnt the customs of a gentlemen...

she said ' no no no.. plz. there is still space..'
so i obliged...awkwardly...

this girl was wild! man..she was shouting n blowing whistles..and our bodies was touching..

i dont know what's with being an azn guy.. but i know... a better of aussie guy would of taken advantage of that and smother her with cheap pervs...

but being single.. i wanted to do the same..

she was hot.. but all i did was stand there n enjoy that close proximity...

sometimes i damn myself for being that indecisiveness... being cornered into a forkroad ..

should i be good or bad...

a dilemma it was .. but i decided to be a gentlemen...

but damn ..do single guys like me.. suffer that insidious tormentor inside our heads... "this is exactly why you don't get chicks... "

however.. i dont want to get chicks... i jus want to meet them... but does playing it bad.. like jerks.. the only way?


Inanni 39M

3/4/2006 10:07 pm

Someone who wants to share a stool probably won't mind if you offer to buy a beer or coffee or whatever, which can be done in a gentlemanly way , and possibly lead to some kind of relationship. Being nice in and of itself can be original enough to counteract the cliche factor.


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