doubletrouble_hk 39F/44F
1314 posts
7/3/2006 2:11 pm

Last Read:
11/7/2006 12:27 am


Mood: Banal

Ling is feeling extremely sad today, especially after hearing two ladies complain in the changing room that her gym would soon be renovated, which means she either has to quit her membership or visit the other branches. The problem is she really likes the rooftop swimming pool because it is where she takes refuge from the hustle and bustle of Hong Kong, clears her mind, works on her tan and admires the city skyline. Sometimes if one realises how big the world is (and hence how tiny/negligible they are), one will learn to let go of the grudges or ignore life's imperfections, regrets, mistakes, trial and error.

On the verge of tears, Ling decided to visit the chatroom using her individual profile - pretty much the same reason she joined the site in the first place. Talking to irrelevant people about irrelevant subjects can help lift her mood because they don't know much about her. They don't judge her. At least not yet.

Ling's a Leo and Saturn Return is supposed to mark her entry into maturity but first she has to stop dallying with life (she has been spending slightly too much time blogging on AdultFriendFinder). Ever since she came across that quote by Aquarius poet Lord Byron - "Man's love is of man's life a part; it is a woman's whole existence." - when she was twelve she felt cursed. She does not want to agree with what Byron says but the more books she reads, the older she has become, the more (failed) relationships she has had, the more she sees herself in it and the more she can't stand her excessive feelings - she has very low EQ so to speak. It is difficult for her to be ambitious about work if she cannot be ambitious about love. Love is all she thinks about these days - finding love, feeling love, making love, succumbing to love, writing an apolitical novel about love and so on.

Ling deserves to smile more like she used to two years ago, doesn't she?


johninchina 38M
15 posts
7/3/2006 10:26 pm is a rollar coaster with the ups and just wait for the next turn and go back up.. the ride isnt over yet.


secondtimeluck00 47F

7/4/2006 12:27 pm

True love is difficult to find these days.:'( Do feel better soon.

Hugs XX

rm_Thumper13871 46M

7/4/2006 1:08 pm

Greetings from Northern England.....I'm sometimes amazed how much your ups and downs similar to mine, and I'm sure you'll be amazed that I have ups and downs.....but anyway birthday month is coming, lets hope we get a smile back on your face.

rm_fruityboy25 37M
27 posts
7/5/2006 11:48 am

Yes she does! Well, Ling, don't be sad or anything because what comes around goes around. Good thing alway come when you least expected and surely good thing just around the corner. Cheer up girl!

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