Fuck You  

docdirk 49M
5418 posts
5/10/2006 5:26 pm

Last Read:
3/13/2010 10:06 pm

Fuck You

So, you want to know me?
Fuck you!
I am unknowable!
I will not share with you
That which makes me
My hopes, my dreams,
My frauds, my schemes
To share them makes them ours
Not mine
You are not entitled to that much of me
You have not bled the razors I bleed
Spit the toxic sludge I spew
Choked down my hate
Conflagrated my past
Forgotten my neglect
Sworn allegiance to empty skies
Befriended deviant lies
I have laid waste to my memories
And buried them in the eternal blackness
Of the tomb of discontent
I stand silent guard against their ghostly return
As an unarmed soldier beneath a tidal wave of truth
At war with not a single scream
But a thousand painful utterances
Not against a single face
But an army of faceless minions
I am black as night
Hollow as promise
I am but an empty prayer in the wind
No beginning
No end
All of this I will not share
You will not ask
You will not dare

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

firestarter665 43M/40F

5/10/2006 5:32 pm

All I can say is WOW!

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:43 pm:
Thank you! (I think ) But your one word description may be more than it deserves.

NSAAddict 43F

5/10/2006 5:44 pm

One for each mood, none meant to offend

Serious Comment: very strong words, powerful stuff from the gut, nice work as always

Silly Comment: (did you say dare??) So tell me all about yourself Doc, your hopes, your dreams... come on now I wanna know everything

Perverted Comment: Don't worry sexy, I don't want to know you, I just want to play with you

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:45 pm:
What about a philosophical comment, such as: Do we ever really know anyone? Or, does anyone really know what time it is? Wait a minute, that reminds me of a song...

Now, what did you say about my gut?

SexyRycheBabe 46F
820 posts
5/10/2006 8:48 pm

I just can't resist a dare ....

I want to know you, JJ, I want you to share.

um.... you okay over there? Had a bad day? Tired of women sending silly messages to your inbox about wanting to hook up? And, if you're real and serious (and seriously real) to respond back?

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:45 pm:
Wait a minute, you mean woman can actually respond back on this site??? Is this new???

mycin62 55F

5/10/2006 11:32 pm

HELLO, Doc, are you in there?

Honey, the only thing I want you to share is that sexy bald head of yours!! And you know what I want to do with it

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:46 pm:
Hmmm, I'm getting older... memory ain't what it used to be. Remind me again?

MWWwantsmore 52F

5/11/2006 4:29 am

Hmmm sounds like your turn to lie on my couch (or bed) for that massage. I have a very calming touch

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:47 pm:
I'd love to lie on your bed for that massage. But, isn't it currently in the driveway covered with sawdust?

champagnechaser 42F
1639 posts
5/11/2006 5:03 am

Very powerful.

Don't listen to them, you don't have to share your transformers with anyone!

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:47 pm:
That's right! I'm taking my balls and going home!

Kaliedascope61 43M
4084 posts
5/11/2006 5:09 am

This isn't very Darryl Hall like.

However, delightfully disturbing, I know where your coming from with this one, or at least I know I relate to the words in my own way.

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:48 pm:
Nah, this is John Oates all the way. When he fires up that meth, I swear he's one fucked up dude!!

Glad you can relate. Or, sorry you can relate. Ah hell, I have no idea what I mean!

pragmaticCTcpl 62M/51F

5/11/2006 7:22 am

Boy! And here I thought I was in the dumps today!!

I believe you when you say..."I am unknowable."

Regardless...I still like you.

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:50 pm:
Oh shit... I meant "un-mowable!" I was talking about my lawn! This puts the whole thing in an entirely different light... ahhhhh!

Glad you still like me!

Hmmm, why am I so itchy all of a sudden?

MaggiesWishes 61F

5/11/2006 6:39 pm

I like it! Give it to me from the very pits of your gut!
Now, this time ... I felt you from within.

warm huggies 2ya babe {=}

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 8:51 pm:
Thanks for "getting it" sweetie. Now, about the whole "feeling me from within" line... I'm just gonna leave that one alone!!!


5/11/2006 9:40 pm

I gather you dont care to talk about it..



under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat

docdirk replies on 5/11/2006 10:27 pm:
Actually, I'm scheduled for Oprah tomorrow. I figure a good cry and her loving embrace...

Thanks for your kindness!

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
5/12/2006 9:06 am

~ sitz, re-readz ~

~ ponderz ~

docdirk replies on 5/12/2006 8:49 pm:
If ya come up with anything, please let me know.

SilkenKiera 39F  

5/12/2006 8:14 pm

Ah my friend, you are so talented.

Love ya


docdirk replies on 5/12/2006 8:49 pm:
And you are so... everything!!!

MaggiesWishes 61F

5/12/2006 9:10 pm

mmmmmm... testing me, are you? I'll get you cutie

Exam Room 108, Doc ... follow me please
*crooks finger in cum-hiter motion*

docdirk replies on 5/14/2006 7:17 pm:
Of course I'll follow you - I love the view!!!


5/13/2006 7:04 pm

Very forceful and powerful. What were your feelings while you wrote this? {=}

just a squirrel trying to get a nut

docdirk replies on 5/14/2006 7:19 pm:
LOL!!! Must have been after a bad weekend with my bookie!!

mycin62 55F

5/13/2006 11:35 pm

Doc, where ya been? I'm jonsing for a new post baby

docdirk replies on 5/14/2006 7:19 pm:
I've got your post right here!!

rm_metalmama69 43F
3878 posts
5/15/2006 5:50 am

Are you reading my mind again, my Doc????

(What am I thinking now?)

docdirk replies on 5/15/2006 5:16 pm:
Yes, I have been reading your mind. After all, I love you for your mind!

kyplowboy22 62M

5/17/2006 11:13 am

Whoa! Where did that come from? That is the best kind of poem, I think. The one that comes at you dancing through the bluebirds and daisies and bitch-slaps you back to reality. Good work. Caught me by surprise. lol


docdirk 49M

5/17/2006 4:59 pm

"Bitch Slap?" Why, KPB, have you been hanging out in the wrong section of town again?

Ah, Its you again, Your Angel Feathers and your Blood Stains...

Cinderella21957 61F

10/29/2006 9:00 pm

OOpppssss wrong door!!

If you take your eyes off your goals,
all you see are obstacles.

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