A FOUR YEAR FLOP!!!!!!!!(not in the sack.....or my heart!)  

diva371969 49F
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6/21/2006 12:45 pm

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6/28/2006 1:28 pm

A FOUR YEAR FLOP!!!!!!!!(not in the sack.....or my heart!)

YES! ive known this man going on four years!...i am single now and i decided to give it a try!!!!!...Well it flopped!...One of my best-male friends in the whole world and the relationship turned out to be a flop!!!!!!!.......I ran too him in my biggest times of need....financially...spirtually...confidentially...even physically...But... when the tables were turned and i wanted a solid...just me and you relationship it flopped!!!!!!!!!....Ive been told to marry youre best friend......Be with someone you truly trust...I ran too this person when my other relationships failed...he was always there for me...but i see now only as a failsafe....never as the one who really wants to be in their place.......he wanted to be the hero and thats what motivated his relationship with me....he saved me more then once in some shakey situations........now that i am single and i dont need a hero i need a man to be with me and be mine...it didnt do a damn thing for him...he didnt want to be the man on the other side...he cant save me from himself...that would defeat his whole purpose o being there.....I dont need a hero anymore i need a MAN!......well since that is not going to happen i will have to go elsewhere to find that man who will love and keep me and cherish and honor me!!!!!....I am a prize worth pursuing..........I have alot going for me...and i feel great right now about my self that i can move on and let this friend be!...The life and trials of a size 16 is moving on too the next level.......inner peace!!!!!!!!...Life without outside love...inner love is my goal..atleast for now.....i have it but now i will grasp it and hold on and wrap up in it a little tighter.......for that is all i feel i have is myself and the love of the man above...my higher power......peace!...love and happiness!...this is Diva371969...out!!!!!!!!


spacecadet561 61M

6/21/2006 3:56 pm

Poor thing! You remind me of a number from a "Mad Max" movie..."we don't need another hero".

I went to college with a girl from Beeville, by the way.

Better luck next time. Just don't go too far the other way and get a boy who wants another mommy.

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