Something about me...  

demonicsexkitten 42F
7239 posts
9/18/2005 12:27 pm

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Something about me...

Last week, so many were on the "100 things about me" kick (or 50, or one-for-one, or any variation there-of). There's no way i'd do that but... here's a "some thing(s) about me"

I am...

Introverted, quiet, bookworm... I don't use bad language... or rather, the rare occassion that i do, the world literally stands still in total shock. i don't drink, do drugs, party, smoke, or even have sex, really. i feel too guilty, for a million reasons. I believe in True Love... the Hopeless Romantic. Though these last few years i've been more cynical, it's starting to wear off. I was raised to be a lady. and "Ladies Don't ...(fill in the blank)". The world calls me sweet, innocent, naive, a dreamer, head in the clouds, kind-hearted. I've been told by closest friends that "The only time i've ever seen you truly happy is when you're doing things for others". i always expect the best from people, and so often am disappointed (i'm told that's co-dependent behavior. or at least, that i expect others to be like me is). I've also been called a long-haired hippie type person (well: one friend and my dad says i'm a hippie, minus sex and drugs. Mom [who was a hippie] just says i'm wierd). Naturally, i'm anti-war, peace-activist, nature and animal lover. not vegetarian, though i think it's a good idea.

However, I'm not afraid of the world (or if i am, i go out anyways). Men have said, so many times in my life, the phrase "You've got more balls than i do!" Mostly because, when nobody else is willing to step forward, i say "This is stupid" and jump in. Otherwise, i'm content to wander in the background. I've been told by nearest freinds that... everyone feels the need to protect me because i seem oblivious, with my head in the clouds... yet time and again they discover i know more clearly what's happening than everyone 'protecting' me put together. (But don't stop protecting me! i appreciate it).

What seems to shock the few who know, however... is that inside lies a temptress, a vixen, a demon... mischievous, not evil. I want to be all things, all women, for the one i love. I'm adventuresome, and have an over-active imagination. And while usually I keep my desires in check, sometimes... the temptress in me just leaks out. Usually only in chat, as it's safe (also, i seem to only 'click' with men that are too far away).

As one man said yesterday... "I thought you were meek and mellow!! i was so wrong about you. Boy, am i glad!! Can i be your sex slave?" His words make the temptress in me happy... and the fact that he liked me before i shocked him makes the rest of me happy.

rm_vipercb 42M
101 posts
9/18/2005 11:38 pm

Other then the having friends part you sound kinda sorta like me.

shyknight2005 43M
163 posts
9/19/2005 1:42 am

Love it...honest, and straightforward....just like you
Jealous of the sex slave guy though...can I be #2?

demonicsexkitten 42F
10688 posts
9/19/2005 11:00 am

hehehe well, i wouldn't want to embarress you, but... um... you ARE #1. lol. you must have been tired, to have forgotten your own words

ProtonicMan 49M

9/21/2005 9:39 pm

"also, i seem to only 'click' with men that are too far away"

Yeah, I know what you mean. I live in Michigan. The most interesting women live in Iowa, Texas, Washington...


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