Life's continuing change's  

deeliciousbbw 58F
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5/2/2006 6:44 pm

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6/15/2006 5:34 pm

Life's continuing change's

Monday, May 01, 2006 blog from another site

Life continuing change's
Current mood: optimistic

Update on what is happening with me. Last week my soon to be ex husband moved out. We have been living separtately in the same house for several months now, and will be seeing the lawyer some time this week to start the paper work for divorce. I never dreamed when I married at 33 that I would ever be using those words, but when it's over it's over. You can't make someone feel what is not in their heart. We will both be happier people apart.

My Mom is amazingly enough still hanging in there. The body is truly a wonder, and as I have said in the past anyone who studies anatomy & physiology, in my opinion couldn't help but believe in God. She is now down to 82 lbs and they are able to get a few sips of health shakes in her from time to time. When she was diagnosed with Alzheimer's, we thankfully did all the necessary things like" living will" then when she was still coherent enough to make informed decisions. It was the best thing we ever did, because at this time emotionally it is tough and making a crucial decision like no feeding tubes, no meds to prolong life and of course DNR would be extremely difficult. I am still praying for the Lord to take her home and end her suffering.

I am actively seeking employment and sent out about 10 resumes last week. I hope to hear something from one of them this week and get some interviews set up. My business is still growing just not as fast as I need it to for sufficiently supporting Autumn and myself. I have had a few second thoughts about it as well, because I work this business at night. My daughter needs me then and also I do want to date and most people work days versus nights and I don't want to have to say No I'm sorry I'm busy when I want to say Yes. So pray that I will find the job I want and keep me in your thoughts through this transition in my life.

BranchingOutinTn 61M

5/2/2006 10:36 pm

PLEASE PLEASE let me know if there is ANYTHING ican do to help.

TechSteve 50M

5/13/2006 10:12 am

Dee, I am glad you contacted me again.

I hope everything works well for you.

Take care,


hardchip69 70M
1 post
6/15/2006 1:55 pm

Hey Dee....I'm sorry to hear about your mom..i had a brother that passed away last yr and i know how you feel..also had my sister pass about 12 yrs ago....i hope everything goes very well with takes time to heal and time to find work..seems that everything happens all at once when things go bad...CHEER up you have Friends that care and when in "need" use them...i have some myself and it helps out alot...drop me an e-mail at AdultFriendFinder and we can chat if you the way i live in Ct...hope to hear from you some time...
~~~~~~~~Praying and Wishing that everything works out for you...Brian

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