The Essence of you Prt. 2  

dasher121 37M
3656 posts
12/19/2005 4:05 am

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The Essence of you Prt. 2

You slip into my mind, every night. A beatiful essence of light, of hope, and strength. In the past, it was just a thought, an empty dream. Hoping for you, but not yet clear. An outline of something to come, a great shadow moving in the darkness of my mind, the emptyness of my soul. A heart beat constantly that was not there. Taken by someone else, trampled and destroyed. So much of me stolen by treachery and lies and deciet.
Surrounded by fake people for so long that I almost forgot what it was like to be real. I became a ghost, a shadow myself. Moving quietly and smoothly behind the scenes, just part of the crowd. Constanly blending, thinking that I would forever be empty. But then you came into my life, a light, a beacon, a wonderful essence that filled my world. My soul became complete once again, the original half healed, but the other half completed now. Yes, the essence of you completes me. Utterly happy and joyful, my heart beats again. Its whole and alive, it beats for you and because of you.
My dreams and my thoughts turn once again towards you, but this time you are clear. I can see and hear you. Your essence fills my sences, penatrates my inner most self. And the essence is welcome, embraced, and loved deeply. Your essence is what drives me now, it makes me more alive than I have ever been. It guides me and gives me purpose. Yes it guides me, and the purpose is towards you.
My heart beats once again, strongly and deeply. Alive again because of you, saved by you. You are the light in the distance, but I can see it even with my eyes closed. I can hear your voice echoing, drawing me nearer with each day. And even if I were blind, deaf, and dumb, I could still find you. Its the essence of you that now drives me. So beautifully you, so strong, and so incredible. I will come to you, I will find you, and in the end, your essence will become part of me. It is that essence that has breathed life into me once again. I see the world with new eyes, a gleam that is blinding and yet so very pure. A smile geniune and so very large and intoxicating to others around me. And because of that, I am so very much yours.

AnEnigma517 60M

12/19/2005 5:26 am

Powerful prose here... really. That one word "essence" -- simple word, mysterious concept. Brilliant how you put this all together!

rm_corezon 54F
3376 posts
12/19/2005 6:14 am

Essence is a powerful thing...

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
12/19/2005 6:35 am

Hover around you, hardly daring to hope with the shattered remnants of a broken heart. With every breath, you draw me closer, pull me into yourself. I feel your heart beat against my soul. The essence of you spirals around me...warming me, soothing me, healing me. Press soft kisses against your damaged heart...hear you sigh in relief as wounds close and fear receeds. Twine around each other and rest in the beauty of completion.

RedheadedMedStd 35F

12/19/2005 10:52 am

I have just finished reading everything you have written starting with day one. Your writing inspires me, challenges me, pushes me. You have such kindness in your soul. I can barely express how much I admire someone your age who can write so profoundly. Your wors can put a broken heart back together, raise someone from the depths of dispair, or make them feel as if they are watching the movie that you write with your words. Thank you for being such a wonderful writer.


rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
12/19/2005 6:26 pm

heehee, twins seperated at birth and now............ewwwwwwwwwww. Axl, I know this is West PA dude, but c'mon.

tillerbabe 57F

12/19/2005 9:38 pm

lucky have "essence".

SaucyNSassy 40F

12/19/2005 9:52 pm

Another amazing blog... I love your depth!

rm_goddess1946 107F
13518 posts
12/20/2005 12:06 am

see it, feel it, hear it, smell it and know that it is real... {=}
touch it in your mind....
*it* all begins in the mind.....
so simple and yet you know that too...

you are creating the day on thought at a time and...
your day is coming, dasher...
happy holidays

Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...

carebearluv2 43F

12/20/2005 8:22 am

Beautiful blog entry, Dasher.

dasher121 37M

12/20/2005 10:41 am

Anenigma- yes, the word essence used here is very hard to describe. its just a feeling, an overwhelming power that surrounds someone. It enlightens all around them.

curious- as always your words leave me speechless, you know exactly how to compliment what i have to say and expand on it.

Redhead- thank you for the kind words. A very humbled dude here

SisterSaint- understand the twins thing, very sweet haha. but what do you mean by eeeew western PA? a very confused little bro lol.

Till- a lucky guy to see it and feel it.

Carebare0- thank you also for the kind words

dasher121 37M

12/21/2005 2:56 am

goddess- your words always hold much truth and thought to them. they are so correct at times it really amazes me. and yes, I very much know that my day is coming.

Happy holdidays to you as well and to all My Freaky Darlings.

justlooking0574 31F

12/22/2005 3:12 am

Hold on to her tight, Dash. She is a good of the best. You deserve each other, don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
Nothing but unconditional support and best wishes from me.

Oh and free naysayer ass-kicking services too....

dasher121 37M

1/5/2006 11:22 am

justlooking- oh no doubt about her, she's a great one in fact. and im never letting go. thanks for the support and the trust.

bulging_boy 50M

1/7/2006 5:43 pm

essence is a powerful thing Dashman,

When you hold the flower in your hand you will have the purest source of that essence.

I know you are looking forward to that.

So are the rest of us!

dasher121 37M

1/9/2006 8:15 am

bulging- well put man, very well put. and very much so looking forward to that. all things true and pure will fall into place.

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