As good as it gets..  

dark_whispers 40F
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4/5/2006 7:09 pm

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As good as it gets..

yes.. i watched this movie for a moment tontite.. not the whole thing.. but enough.. and the part.. where he is in the dr's office.. and says, 'What if this is as good as it gets?" everyone looks at him.. and shudders..

but have you ever wondered.. what if it really is.. we all look for that next bigger badder thing that will compel us.. move us forward.. upward.. towards that thing.. that we are always striving for.. that just happens to be .. always.. just beyond our reach..

this is life.. maybe there are more.. maybe not..depends on your own personal beliefs.. but.. for this life.. be it one of many or the only.. have you ever really asked yourself this question.. and what was your answer.. if it is as good as it gets, are you happy? is there anything you want to change or do differently ..? if so whats stopping you? money, responsibilities, or does it really just boil down to fear..?

There are times.. i am blissfully happy.. i see the beauty in it all.. and there are days.. when i find myself making deals with me of course.. just to make it thru a day.. a week.. waiting for that next little something.. or big.. that will get me thru just a bit further.. and then there are times that i do find myself really wondering.. what is it im after.. what makes it all worth is.. why do i keep doing this..

and then.. there is that spot.. that time.. that thing that happens.. that is like this bright and brilliant light.. and it overcomes all of the darkness that has clouded my mind.. and for that time.. i know.. beyond any doubt.. that all is right with my world.. that everything is ok.. and will be ok.. and it will only get better.. and.. even though the moments pass quickly sometimes.. its enough.. and i find myself holding on to the memory of the light that was there.. in my darkness.. waiting for it to return..


digdug41 50M

4/16/2006 11:10 pm

that light...it never leaves us it is how we percieve things that brightens or dims it for us changing our state of consciousness is how we keep the light flowing through, good post and I love that movie

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dark_whispers 40F

4/19/2006 4:23 pm

    Quoting digdug41:
    that light...it never leaves us it is how we percieve things that brightens or dims it for us changing our state of consciousness is how we keep the light flowing through, good post and I love that movie
thank you.. it was a good one.. and ..always makes me think..


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