cutecrip 48M
136 posts
6/3/2005 9:20 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I am just venting so bear with me.....PEOPLE SUCK!

Being disabled sucks and I wish there was no such thing as sickness, disease and suffering. I'm tired of being looked at as if I was some second class citizen...I had enough of THAT being Black, but now throw my condition into the mix and it appears I'm going to be a lonely person for a very long time.

I have no problem with people and get along with most everyone I meet but the minute I feel "different", I no longer want to be around anyone. I have a hard time seeing people enjoy life when mine is so screwed up and the simplest things are difficult. I get angry watching people take things for granted because I was once like them and didn't have to think about what I was doing...I just did it!

<sigh>....I don't want pity or sympathy, I want answers that no one can give me. I do believe in God but struggle with my faith because of all I continue to endure. DAMNIT, another dark poem coming on now.....I'll bbs.....

rm_jayR63 60F
1884 posts
6/3/2005 2:46 pm

There are so many things I would like to say I don't know where to start.
I'll just say I have been in a bad place before and now I truly appreciate being able to do the things I am able to do.
If i ever find a job, I'll upgrade and email you.

cutecrip 48M

6/3/2005 5:57 pm

Thanks JayR...I look forward to hearing what you have to say. Being the way I am has helped me to appreciate the things in life I used to miss.

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
6/4/2005 12:21 pm

It is alarming to see sometimes how shallow things have become. People take one look at the outside and you can see them thinking 'damaged goods'.

I guess it's one of the very good things of blogging .... even on here. One is valued for who they are, the whole of who they are, which is what counts...

cutecrip 48M

6/18/2005 10:33 am

I agree GOTD. Experiencing it daily isn't easy but I can't fathom how and why some people just can't see past the surface. It really irks me to see how shallow some souls are. This is why I try to find the beauty in everyone despite what society says is "wrong" with them. It's good to know I'm not alone!
Stay well, One love and God bless!

NewJackSwing 44M

7/12/2005 5:24 pm

Being a disabled person too .. all I will say is .. strive to find the positive in the negative and work off of it.

Sometimes people need to look past their own two feet and be reminded that I am as equal as you are despite my lack of mobility. It's our job to edicate the ignorant and .. yes! pun intended! .. ROLL WITH IT!

Keep in mind how you came out shouldn't stop you .. make the most of what you have .. show people what an AWESOME person you are. I do it daily and people compliment me on my positive attitide. Don't dwell on your negatives!

Stay positve always no matter what!

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