Heart's Desire  

curious082385 32F
4230 posts
3/29/2006 11:19 am

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4/14/2006 1:52 pm

Heart's Desire

She wants to be loved.
To feel that heat, that fire.
To lay in someone's arms and be secure.
Safe.
To trust.
To sleep and know that, when she wakes, he will be at her side...for all the days to come.
To laugh, cry, dream and achieve together.
To give all her heart and soul.
To hold his in her hands.
To be loved and respected at her own person, but also a part of a partnership that stands stronger together.
She wants his hand in hers, his heartbeat against her cheek, fingers running through her hair.
She smiles at the dreams that run through her waking mind and hope lights.
Her heart in her eyes, she turns, full of joy to run to him...to be caught up in his arms and carried away to their own special place.

But there is no one there.

Just the distant figure of her lover...walking away.
Again.
She does not cry out, does not beg for his return. Simply crosses her arms across her chest in a desperate and futile attempt to soothe her crying heart as rejection and disappointment rip trails of fiery pain through her soul.
Without saying a word, she falls to her knees, biting her lip to keep the screams inside.


Its five o'clock
At the Sad Cafe
Dinner for one, a table for two
Another lonely day
She tries to hide the pain
But her strong will is just a weak disguise
Its there in her eyes

Someone long ago
Promised her the moon
But the fairy tale didn't go so well
It ended way too soon
And the scars of love
Have been known to take some time to heal
Cant you see how she feels

She wants to be somebody's baby
She wants to be somebody's friend
She just needs a shoulder to lean on now and then
Shes no stranger to danger
Shes had her heart broke a time or two
She wants to be somebody's baby
But shes nobody's fool

~Kevin Sharp



aascrompn 43M
6444 posts
3/29/2006 12:48 pm

My shoulder is pretty large... my IM works, as well...


curious082385 replies on 3/30/2006 5:28 am:
Thank you

shyknight2005 43M
163 posts
3/29/2006 8:10 pm

Damn...and I want nothing more than someone to want me to hold them, to run my fingers through someone's hair, to care and cherish someone...and noone is there...Same feelings from the other side of the looking glass, milady><


curious082385 replies on 3/30/2006 5:30 am:
Funny how that works, dosen't it? Don't worry, sweetie...you will find her.

onelittlesecret 34M
1579 posts
3/29/2006 8:32 pm

a warm touch
glides across her back
running over her shoulders
down the length of her arms

hands
his hands
take a hold of her own
interlacing their fingers

with his arms wrapped around
she feels his heartbeat against her

his hot breath on her neck
hearing his heavy sighs
she's afraid

afraid to turn around
to see who may be there
a stranger?
or a man she thought she knew

one who can give her everything
if she can open her arms for embrace

his whisper
soft and smooth
swirls about in the wind

do not fear
as your love grows
each day
my love grows
for you
that when I may return
we shall be ready
to share again
in this eternal kiss


curious082385 replies on 3/30/2006 5:30 am:
Speechless and in tears.
Perfect.
Thank you.

bardicman 51M

3/30/2006 6:19 am

Dinner for one at a table for two....

At least you are still eating.. Now smile for me.



I am not dead yet


curious082385 replies on 3/31/2006 3:21 am:
See? Smiling!

elysianpleasure 48M

3/30/2006 5:44 pm

Wonderful poem...

Every day is a good day... we just sometime have a hard time seeing it


curious082385 replies on 3/31/2006 3:23 am:
Indeed. And sometimes we are reminded of it in the strangest of ways.

PrincessKarma 44F
6188 posts
3/31/2006 2:10 am

I will remind you that you pushed away someone who truly loved you, chose to let outside pressures separate you. In the end, you didn't really love him.

Your loss. My gain.


The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


curious082385 replies on 3/31/2006 3:24 am:
You know, it's funny that you think I would care.

PrincessKarma 44F
6188 posts
3/31/2006 4:42 pm

Oh, I know you don't care, you abandon people as soon as they prove they're only human. Love and loyalty are wasted on you.

The Big Bang was the mother of all orgasms.PrincessKarma


bardicman 51M

4/1/2006 4:34 am

    Quoting PrincessKarma:
    Oh, I know you don't care, you abandon people as soon as they prove they're only human. Love and loyalty are wasted on you.
Hmmmm PK, Please tell me what part of you being an evil, manipulative, drama ensconced, bitch that you are confusing with being "only human". You and I and most of blogville knows that you have not evolved no where near enough to be considered anything remotely human.



I am not dead yet


aascrompn 43M
6444 posts
4/1/2006 8:41 pm

    Quoting PrincessKarma:
    I will remind you that you pushed away someone who truly loved you, chose to let outside pressures separate you. In the end, you didn't really love him.

    Your loss. My gain.
What a really, really rude thing to say! Actually, I find it quite funny that you chose to only comment on this post. Why don't you quit bothering people that are down? If you would like, why don't you come over to my blog and mess w/ me for a little while? I would prove you an ass!

Your loss, my gain? Right! LOL - I'm very sure you're used to picking up other people's left overs... LMAO


rm_corezon 54F
3376 posts
4/4/2006 10:22 am

    Quoting shyknight2005:
    Damn...and I want nothing more than someone to want me to hold them, to run my fingers through someone's hair, to care and cherish someone...and noone is there...Same feelings from the other side of the looking glass, milady><
"the mirror of her dreams" stephen donaldson


rm_corezon 54F
3376 posts
4/4/2006 10:55 am

    Quoting PrincessKarma:
    Oh, I know you don't care, you abandon people as soon as they prove they're only human. Love and loyalty are wasted on you.
PK, do you have any idea how childish and dramatic that statement sounds? I really think you need to get some professional help; Curious has been incredibly patient with you and she's being kind enough to you not to come out and say straight up what some of the rest of us are thinking; it just doesn't seem nice to diagnose a person publicly that you've never met with a personality disorder.

And I wouldn't go there now but you are getting personal and shitting on the blog of someone that I not only like but KNOW did not do anything to ask for this shit and frankly, I hope she deletes all these comments so as not to give you a forum to stir up even more shit as I'm beginning to think you can't quite help yourself.


rm_corezon 54F
3376 posts
4/4/2006 11:05 am

    Quoting PrincessKarma:
    I will remind you that you pushed away someone who truly loved you, chose to let outside pressures separate you. In the end, you didn't really love him.

    Your loss. My gain.
Gee, it makes me wonder about the SOURCE of those outside pressures....

I had an exboyfriend that was good at creating problems that he would come in and "fix" until I caught onto him...his way of gaining attention and attempting to manipulating me into "needing" him.

Just remember you can fool some of the people some of the time...but you can't fool anybody forever...


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