NEW GAME OF AUDIENCE PARTICIPATION  

rm_cru1972 46M
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5/24/2006 3:06 pm

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NEW GAME OF AUDIENCE PARTICIPATION

Okay all I am coming up on 2000 comments on my blog, but 1000 of those came from me. So in reality it will be 1000, and since my response will make 2000 I will make 2001 the lucky weiner.

I came up with an idea that involves questions. From you too me. At first I thought, I know I'll let the ones that make the most comments ask more questions. But HOLD the flippin phone!!! That would mean I would have to go back through every post and tally everyones comments. Hell that's too much work for someone like me!!! You see I was born to be a bum, the less work the better

Well here are the rules, You will each ask me one question you are DYING to find out a bout me. And I will answer it, to the best of my ability. The only thing I ask is this. Be gentle.

Now to the 2001 comment you will recieve four bonus questions, you may ask me all four, or if you want you may offer some to others who have asked a question. For instance you can give all four to one other individual, or you could give four other's one question.

Now think very long, and hard about the one question you would like to ask me, because it could very well be the only one you get.

No I think I may be getting the short end of the stick, but also I'm sure you may have burning questions.

FIRE AWAY


those new to me feel free to basement blog so you can get to know me better before your question


catseyes23 62F

5/24/2006 6:06 pm

You've blossomed into a good writer, Cru. What made you put pen to paper after 20 years?

Cats


twirly_girl 48F

5/24/2006 6:24 pm

I'm having a major brain fart.
Hmm...
If you had a million dollars, what would you do?

-Nikki


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/24/2006 7:15 pm

I guess it would be a need. No several needs, the need to express my pain, the need to express the sideof me I had buried away for fear that I would reveal I am not this super hardass I make myself out to be. Also I would have to say that I was afraid if I didn't I would lose who I am. I hopeyou understand what I am trying to say. But the day I wrote my first blog it felt as if an enormous relief came to me, like That first post completely opened the door to my past. I can't say that I am content now, but I can say I am alot happier. Thank you for this question, I never really thought about the WHY.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/24/2006 7:36 pm

    Quoting twirly_girl:
    I'm having a major brain fart.
    Hmm...
    If you had a million dollars, what would you do?
If you had a million dollars, what would you do?

What I would do is buy a home, then most likely i would split it up into my investments and make new investments like cd's and such, more sure things. I would not quit working for a mil does not go very far nowadays. And also I would like my own land up north so I would probably buy a couple hundred acres of prime hunting land, and personalize it with a little cabin and some food plots. I know not very original but it is time for me to start thinking about my retirement.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/24/2006 7:45 pm

    Quoting lioness860:
    dang it ( as I stomp around the room ) you asked the question already.....

    hell let's see...........
    What is the most outrageous thing you have ever done??
    it's a weiner question i know but well sometimes Im not good in an instant lol
    L
I think I warned you in my post "think long and hard about these questions" just pickin on ya.

The most outrageous thing I have done, well I could say sexually speaking I got a blowjob. I know you are thinking how is that outrageous, Well It was in a crowded bar, close to standing room only. What's this you say now my curiosity is getting piqued, I was not in the back of the bar, nor along some dark wall. OHHH it get's better you say, why of course, how could I let you down after thinking about this? I was standing just right of center AT THE BAR.


elysianpleasure 49M

5/24/2006 8:52 pm

If you could spend an afternoon walking and talking with anyone in your past or history and ask them the question why? Who would you choose... and what would the why be about?


HBowt2 60F

5/25/2006 2:42 am

what was the most important lesson you ever learnt and how did you learn it...


firestarter665 44M/40F

5/25/2006 5:34 am

What is your favorite sex position?


SacredStarDance

5/25/2006 6:36 am

How old were you when you lost your virginity and details

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/25/2006 6:52 am

What did you dream about most as a child, and how does it still play into your adult life?


jadedbabe78 107F

5/25/2006 8:38 am

If money or time were no object....if you had one day to do as you wished....how would you pass the time?


Whispersoftly5 53F
15176 posts
5/25/2006 11:30 am

What or who do you cherish most in life?

This is a fun post and I can't wait to read all the questions and answers.

BTW, I've been away at a Blogger's convention and am still trying to read all I missed while away. I just finished reading what I missed at your blog and have to say you are really something! The posts I enjoyed most are -

How I Feel
My Job
My Memories

I liked these because they told so much of who you are and how you feel and I sure liked what I read.

Whisper...


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 2:17 pm

    Quoting elysianpleasure:
    If you could spend an afternoon walking and talking with anyone in your past or history and ask them the question why? Who would you choose... and what would the why be about?
You my friend almost stumped me! I thought all day about this question and I came up with several good answers, like; I would love to talk to the person or PEOPLE who had JFK assasinated and ask them why. Or there is the talk with Adolf Hitler, too find out what he had against an entire race of people. Or my favorite runner-up would be talking with Vincent Furnior aka Alice Cooper and ask him WHY he wrote "Only Women Bleed", To find out if it was just a social issue at the time, or if a significant woman in his life was the abused he sang a bout. But my answer to this question would be. I would like to walk and talk with my "Higher Power" And ask him what the meaning of life is... Why he put us here, me in particular. And ask him why he chose to pick on me so much, like is there something beyond this life that I will recieve for being put through so much, something so special that only I deserve or if There is something wonderous to happen to me. HMMMM.... Could it possibly be my son?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 2:46 pm

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    Who in all the world would ya love to be in bed with for a night?
You know mzhuny, there are so many, and I hope by the end of this comment I can give just one name to answer your question.

I would love to bed you; for your attitude, I find it very wonderful that someone is able to say "This is how I feel and if you don't like it, FUCK OFF

There is angelofmercy05 for her compassion towards all others.

There is libgem for the fact that she has gone through the wringer in her life, but shows that with patience and hard work
anyone can be happy

There is Mofun for the same reasons

there is SensuallyKatey, for the simple fact that I would enjoy so much to try to ease her pain, both physically, and emotionally, even if it was for even the briefest of moments.

Then there is Bite me please, Have you seen her rack?

The list goes on and on each of you who have visited me I have a special reason in my mind as to why I would like to be in bed with you for one night. Even LustyTaurus though not sexually cause I won't give up my coconut

I would have to say though the one I would love to be in bed with is, My son, for he takes all my pain away, he makes me realize that I am need in this world. He is the one TRUE love that I have ever had. I feel he good give me ONE peaceful night, with no nitemares, no scares, no cold sweats, just peace


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 2:49 pm

    Quoting rm_mzhunyhole:
    OOhh by the way..thanks for wishing me Happy Birthday today{=}.
That's not a problem, I feel you are a friend, and I like my friends to have wonderful feelings even if it is just a simple Happy Birthday


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 2:55 pm

    Quoting SensuallyKatey:

    ummmmmmm.....
    Could I have one very deep passionate kiss from you in Real ttime?

    (that would be my question and I DO expect you will be taken care of it...lmtlsensuallykateo!! )

    hugs to ya sexy Hottie.
    Kate
WOW, That is quite the conundrum, If I say yes then I would have to take a bout to Iowa sometime. However if I say no that would be a lie. You could not only have a deep passioate kiss from me but you my lovely woman, would have me trying to ease your pain, even for one shining moment. I would draw you a lovely warm bath, and give you a soft luxurious massage. And I would do anything else, needed to make you feel like your previous sels that I could.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 3:11 pm

    Quoting HBowt2:
    what was the most important lesson you ever learnt and how did you learn it...
WE INTERUPT THIS REGULARLY SCHEDUALED RESPONSE WITH THE FOLLOWING DING, DING, DING, WE HAVE A WEINERNow Hbowt2 You have a decision to make regarding you next four questions. You may ask them all or you may split them up!!! are you not glad you came back when you did

color green]LET THE GAMES BEGIN Now everyone go see H at her blog and BEG, BRIBE, or STEAL any way you can to get another shot at questioning me.

WE NOW RETURN YOU TO YOUR REULARLY SCHEDUALED RESPONSE

Now for your answer, The most important lesson I have learned is this: That no matter how hard things are in your life at any given moment in this SHORT exsistence we call life, IT DOES AND WILL GET BETTER I know it may not be much to those who have realized this before me, but for me it took a suicide attempt to learn. I would not have missed out on alot so far, but I would have missedout on some very precious moments. for instance last nite, while I was feeding mini-me, HE was staring into MY eyes. He had this look of understanding, like he KNEW who I was. It was a very humbling experience.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 3:27 pm

There are sooo many for different reasons, I will let you decide after a brief description.

Pleasuring my partner, would have to be giving oral sex. I find it so erotic to be in control of her every feeling of my tongue.

Then for just letting her come, there would have to be cowgirl. And at the point of her orgasm, I love to take both her breasts in my hands and bring them as close together as I can so I am able to lick both of her nipples at the same time.

For just getting my rocks off my favorite would have to be Doggie-style. Just pure thrusting, and grabbing on to those round hips. plus the view is pure bliss. Then there is also the access to the back door, being able to rub it with my finger gently, bringing her even more sensual feelings,

Dang it girl now you got me all horned up!!!!

But when it comes to the total erotic, My favorite is based on missionary, I like to be on top with their legs bent up over my elbows so they can just let their self feel the sensations and not have to hold the position, I can hold them as tight as I want. As close as I can get, all the while staring into their face, watching th look of arousal, passion, climax.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 4:00 pm

    Quoting SacredStarDance:
    How old were you when you lost your virginity and details
I was two weeks away from 18. I remeber it like it was yesterday.

I had a very good friend in high school who was 2 years my senior, She was one of those girls that you just cared for very deeply, nothing more, but you would defend her to the end of time. She was not a gorgeous girl, she was overweight, but she was funny. She graduated, and we still kept in touch, slowly gaining our distance.

I got an invite to her wedding, and I went, not much but hey kids fresh out of school can't afford much, right? Well I was bored one night a year or so later and thought what the hell it's been a long time since I saw her. I think I'll go, when I got there, ( which was about an hour drive) no one was home. Well I let myself in, And was writing her a note to say I was there and I'll stop by again some other time, well in the middle of me writing the note, in the door she walks, exactly as I remember her.

We caught up on our lives, while having a few drinks. And she was already done with her marriage. She had already lowered the lights, we had Alice Cooper on the stereo, Halo Of Flies was the album we had going. And with the fact we had both had some too drink, and we were both very lonely, see I was never much the ladies man due to my shyness. We leaned into one another and kissed, it was a deep meaningful kiss too, one that neither of us had ever thought would have happened. We kept at it for quite a while, heating up with passion. As we made ourselves more comfortable, we made it to the bedroom.

What happened next was unbelievable, she reached DOWN my pants, that was the first person too touch me, now I was no stranger to the hoo haw, having played with a couple in my time. I opened her pants, and let my hand wander as were her's. By this time we were overheating, hot summer nights in Va are just that HOT. We pulled each others clothing off, ripping and tearing is more like it. I got my first view of naked female flesh that night, and I thought I was in heaven, little did I know then. She knew I was still a virgin, for there was no one in my life in the times we had been apart. She took control of the situation, and staddled my thighs. By this time there was no stopping me, for I knew that I was to become a man that night. But with a look of caution, she asks if I was sure this should happen. My only response was "Only if YOU want it too".

Having never been with a woman till then she did all the work, just so I could experience the feelings. Those feelings of a moist, hot, needy, pussy, enveloping my manhood for the first time. The feelings of soft, supple, hot female flesh for the first time. The feelings of intimacy. The feelings of man.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 4:50 pm

    Quoting angelofmercy5:
    What did you dream about most as a child, and how does it still play into your adult life?
When I lived here all I could think of was getting out of this little town I call fishbowl. See I live in a town of 940 right now and at the time it was 740. That is not something that a child likes, for there is nothing to do. Well how that plays into my adult lifeis that after living all over this country, there is only one place that I dreamed of being at. How wierd huh?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 9:01 pm

    Quoting jadedbabe78:
    If money or time were no object....if you had one day to do as you wished....how would you pass the time?
If money or time were no object I think I would like to have all my blog friends in one area, So I could actually meet, and get to know so much more about them. The little things, Their litle nuances, and actions, facial expressions, ect... I know sounds not very exciting, but I value my friends very much.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/25/2006 9:14 pm

    Quoting Whispersoftly5:
    What or who do you cherish most in life?

    This is a fun post and I can't wait to read all the questions and answers.

    BTW, I've been away at a Blogger's convention and am still trying to read all I missed while away. I just finished reading what I missed at your blog and have to say you are really something! The posts I enjoyed most are -

    How I Feel
    My Job
    My Memories

    I liked these because they told so much of who you are and how you feel and I sure liked what I read.

    Whisper...
Wow, first I would like to say thank you for taking the time to catch up and actually read the previous posts. Also I would like to say thank you for yor kind words. Now the what or who I most cherish in my life would have to be the child I so dearly want to be my son. The pride of my life. But a very close second is all my wonderfull friends in blogville.


absolutelynormal 57F
6563 posts
5/25/2006 10:22 pm

Coke or Pepsi?


MOfunNOWWOW 56F

5/25/2006 11:55 pm

I have completed the bloggers game for you on my post and the question for #7 is What is your personal double edged sword? Congrats sugar!


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


SacredStarDance

5/26/2006 6:47 am

You need to make your response to my comment a blog..wonderful story!

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 8:49 am

Thank you Mac, I'm almost sad it's too easy though, My fave is Cherry Cokebut at work if I need a quick rush and it's too far away from break I'll grab a dew.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 9:50 am

    Quoting MOfunNOWWOW:
    I have completed the bloggers game for you on my post and the question for #7 is What is your personal double edged sword? Congrats sugar!
Wow MO you really got me thinking on this one, for there are many double-edged swords in my life. But the one that bothers me the most has got to be my ex girlfriend, the mother of my son. You see she is trying to hurt me, she haws always made a point of trying to hurt me, but now she has taken it to an all new level.

She has brought Dex’s feeling into the game, She will not let me see him… unless I go to her place. Well due to the fact I love Dex and I want to be a part of his life soooo badly, I suck it up, and end up going down there. I refuse to fight with her in front of him, so sometimes my visits are very short. Does any of this make sense? I sure hope so.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 9:52 am

    Quoting SacredStarDance:
    You need to make your response to my comment a blog..wonderful story!
That is a good idea I could add more details, and make it a little better

Keep an eye out for it


saddletrampsk 55F

5/26/2006 10:33 am

Would you sooner live a long life and be poor or live a short life and be rich?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 11:35 am

    Quoting saddletrampsk:
    Would you sooner live a long life and be poor or live a short life and be rich?
Well saddle having been poor, or very low middle class, my whole life I can say it is very scarey not knowing where you will sleep at nite, or when your next meal is coming. I am just now to a point in my life, where I do not need to worry I have had a place to live for the last 10 years, I am able to eat a lot more regularlly now even though I still need to skip a few meals once in a while.

But with the birth of Dex I feel I have become rich, not monetarilly but emotionally. So I'm wondering if I can have both I long poor life monetarilly, and a long rich life emotionally.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 1:10 pm

    Quoting rm_Dysgyzed:
    Ah, see. You are a clever man to modify the game!

    What I really wanted to ask you is:

    Is one of your pieces of ink an angel? The one on your right shoulder. If not, what is it please? I'm fascinated!
In a way you could say it is an angel. It is a dragon, but the way I view them, they are protectors, they bring the keeper good luck, and good wishes. I had not seen the other game as of this posting, but I was thinking of doing something like this for my 1000 comment.


elysianpleasure 49M

5/26/2006 1:41 pm

    Quoting rm_cru1972:
    You my friend almost stumped me! I thought all day about this question and I came up with several good answers, like; I would love to talk to the person or PEOPLE who had JFK assasinated and ask them why. Or there is the talk with Adolf Hitler, too find out what he had against an entire race of people. Or my favorite runner-up would be talking with Vincent Furnior aka Alice Cooper and ask him WHY he wrote "Only Women Bleed", To find out if it was just a social issue at the time, or if a significant woman in his life was the abused he sang a bout. But my answer to this question would be. I would like to walk and talk with my "Higher Power" And ask him what the meaning of life is... Why he put us here, me in particular. And ask him why he chose to pick on me so much, like is there something beyond this life that I will recieve for being put through so much, something so special that only I deserve or if There is something wonderous to happen to me. HMMMM.... Could it possibly be my son?
Good answer... I only have a glimpse of what you have been through via your blog... but I think you do have a purpose... and you will serve it well. Maybe it is raising your son and making his life a little better... but my gut tells me that if you are as insiteful and careing as you appear to be here... that you make the world a better place around you every day. Most of us aren't here for some grand visibile purpose... but the small things done every day matter too... sometimes more than the big stuff. I hope you find peace my friend. Thank you.


rm_saintlianna 46F
15466 posts
5/26/2006 3:11 pm

Would you help me hide the bodies?


libgemOH 57M/53F

5/26/2006 5:20 pm

Ummmmm, having a brain fart here......

You have become a very good friend to me and I honestly don't know what to ask you....

How bout this....We all know you waited quite a while before having a child. Why?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 7:09 pm

    Quoting elysianpleasure:
    Good answer... I only have a glimpse of what you have been through via your blog... but I think you do have a purpose... and you will serve it well. Maybe it is raising your son and making his life a little better... but my gut tells me that if you are as insiteful and careing as you appear to be here... that you make the world a better place around you every day. Most of us aren't here for some grand visibile purpose... but the small things done every day matter too... sometimes more than the big stuff. I hope you find peace my friend. Thank you.
Right now the only peace I have is when I am with the little one. But thank you for giving me a follow through of your thoughts. As far as making things better around me everyday, I'm not sure if that is the case, but I do know this... If I amable to make at least one person laugh or even smile, I feel good.


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 7:16 pm

Why dear saint, I sure as hell thought you would ask me a different question than this. Since you have asked it once before in my blog. But Of course I would. We could make a whole process of the fact too. First we could cut them up with my new chainsaw, then we could burn the pieces in my fire pit. Then during my romps in the woods, I could dump the bones. And since the woodland critters chew on bones for the calcium, over the winter there would end up being NO evidence


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/26/2006 7:53 pm

    Quoting libgemOH:
    Ummmmm, having a brain fart here......

    You have become a very good friend to me and I honestly don't know what to ask you....

    How bout this....We all know you waited quite a while before having a child. Why?
Well B thank you for the compliment that I have become such a good friend. And since I did say I would be as HONEST as possible, Here is my responce.

You see I am not much of a ladies man, period. And that I contribute to my past. I am so shy it is not even funny. And also there are the insecurity issues I deal with, like even my own family did not want to accept me.

I need to eloborate, My mother's side always said "You are not part of this family because of your dad's side of the family" and my dad's side of the family said the exact same things. That is EXCEPT for 1 uncle and his wife and kids on my dad's side. And 1 aunt on my mother's side.

On with the responce now, you see I am able to go years without someone in my life. For instance it wassix years between the break-up of my last G/F who was a fiance, until I met this one. Well I spent five long, hard years with her.

I have always been scared to death of having a child because of the fact, that I was not WANTED,(I'm not sure if that is the right word) But I never wanted to raise a child the way I was. Yet on the other hand I wanted nothing more than to have a large family, with the right woman.

Well I have never met the right one, And with my lack of self-confidence, I am not able to ask a woman out for FEAR of rejection, Which leads to years between SO's... And this last one being SOOOOO messed up, I honestly have to say, (like I have in previous post's) I make some of the world's largest mistakes. I never wanted a child with her, but it happened. And I am 10000000% percent GRATEFUL for this mistake.

Not for the fact that I will be conected to his mother for the rest of my life.... But because he IS so wonderful, and he gives me moments of peace in my fucked up life.

I said this earlier in one of my comments, or posts. But the other night he scared the living shit right out of me, I had been away from him for about a week and then when she let me see him, it was like he could not remember me. But then a couple of nights ago, I Was feed ing him and HE was looking into MY eye's with a look in his eye's, and an understanding that he knew who I was... His Father... his protector. His love. I came soooo close to losing it right then and there. I'm sure you have experienced it with one of your daughter's if not all your children.

I hope this did not offend any of the people I have grown to enjoy as friends, calling him a mistake, but B he will never know that like I have been told by both my mother and father. All he will ever know from me is TRUE LOVE and UNDERSTANDING.

Jesus this was a hard one B I cried through the whole thing.


HBowt2 60F

5/27/2006 3:04 pm

ok cru...i'm going to use 2 of my 4 now....

1. If you could spend an evening with one bolgger who would it be and why

2. If you were to take me out for food...what sort of food would we end up eating


angelofmercy5 60F
17881 posts
5/28/2006 7:29 am

Cru....the answers you gave here are so wonderful! Almost all of them could end up being a full blog on its own. But the one I want to comment on is sleeping with your son. You are right! It will be the night that you have peace...and when you fall asleep it will be while you are looking at his angelic face...and the dreams will be sweet! May this happen soon...and become a regular part of your life. Love ya!


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/28/2006 11:59 am

    Quoting HBowt2:
    ok cru...i'm going to use 2 of my 4 now....

    1. If you could spend an evening with one bolgger who would it be and why

    2. If you were to take me out for food...what sort of food would we end up eating
I am going to answer your second question first, for I have a really good idea for that. And also So I can have a little more time to figure out who...

I think what I would do, would be have a picnic style lunch, we would be able to walk back into a forest, hopefully it would have rained, just for the smells of the forest are so much better. There would be an assortment of goodies in the basket, such as some good homade bar-b-que, possibly some fries. If I could find a good recipe for chips it would be better, a bottle of wine, and for the end of the meal, I would have a thermos in there for a couple of cups of coffee, to go with some good chocolate.

Now the hard part. I thought I asked for you guy's to take it easy on me

After much thought and consideration I have TWO. One I know I will spend some time with, for we have come to know each other so well after all of our marathon chat's. I'm talking the short one's are 2 hours long, but that is during the week when I have to get up early in the morning. But then there are the chat's on the weekends, the shortest range from 5 hours to the longer one's at 8-9 hours in one sitting. So I feeel that since I am definately going to spend time with her in the hopefully near future, I will not answer with [. However, there are two taht I am not able to make a choice over. You see they have both been trough such horrible times recently... Yet they both have the most POSITIVE outlook on life, I am amazed by their outlook and I would just have to try to understand, How after so much pain and hurt, and sadness they are still able to get up each day and put on their happy faces no matter how scared, or how much pain they are in. And be who they are to all of us here in blogland. Those two are SensuallyKatey and angelofmercy5


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/28/2006 12:16 pm

    Quoting angelofmercy5:
    Cru....the answers you gave here are so wonderful! Almost all of them could end up being a full blog on its own. But the one I want to comment on is sleeping with your son. You are right! It will be the night that you have peace...and when you fall asleep it will be while you are looking at his angelic face...and the dreams will be sweet! May this happen soon...and become a regular part of your life. Love ya!
Angel, you are so correct, about most of these deserving a post of their own. I had no idea that so many people would ask such deep questions about me. While I was answering Elysians I thought maybe this one could have had a post of it's own, but then, I thought to hell with that this will be the only long answer I have, for most of you see the humor I have to give and it seems that alot of you have come to appreciate me for that humor.

It simply amazed me that there were so many here that wanted to understand another side of me that I never really knew existed until the post. I have thought long and hard about every single one of these answer's, So thank you to all of you who participated, I learned as much about myself as what all of you lerned about me. Wow I need to say all this in a post of it's own.

Anyway I would really like to thank you for your thoughts on this comment. I too hope it becomes a regular part of my life. I so do love the moments of clarity he brings me.


twirly_girl 48F

5/28/2006 2:49 pm

Good lord... what on earth could
you find to talk about for that long?



Lucky girl.


-Nikki


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/28/2006 3:46 pm

Anything and everything You should try it sometime with me


mycin62 56F

5/28/2006 7:07 pm

Cru, just been reading the questions and your answers!!! All of them are great, your answers are so good.

My question:

If you could travel into the future and see your life in 20 years from now, where would you be? What would you be doing?

Ok, that's like two questions, sorry


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/28/2006 7:56 pm

    Quoting rm_yummmy669:
    I finally came up with a question for you on my drive home....but now I forgot it.... It was good too. So I guess I will just have to ask you to dance with me.

    yummmy

    I have enjoyed reading all of your answers.....and you do make people smile....at least you have helped me to smile.... Thank you.
Putting in some Barry White, and pulling out my dancing shoes


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/29/2006 2:00 am

    Quoting mycin62:
    Cru, just been reading the questions and your answers!!! All of them are great, your answers are so good.

    My question:

    If you could travel into the future and see your life in 20 years from now, where would you be? What would you be doing?

    Ok, that's like two questions, sorry
Okay time for a little humor to be mixed up in here. I f I could travel into the future to see what my life would be like twenty years from now, don't you think I would stay there At least carrer wise. But the problemwith thatwould be I would miss out os twenty years worth of time with my son.

Honestly Twenty years from now, I would like to see myself completely fixed. I mean that by not having baggage from my past. I would like to see myself comfortable enough to just be able to say fuckit, and take a month off of work. Yes I will still be there for then I would have my thirty years in the union, yet not be old enough to retire with a full pension. I would like to see A loving wife, and our own little family. Plus I would like to see my son in there, being able to be more than what I was allowed to.go back and read "MY job?". but one thing I would love to see, is That I got too go back too school to get my Teaching Degree. You see that is why I went into the Air Force, I come from poor roots, Even ifd I would have had a full ride scholorship from track, I never would have been able to go to a school to get my degree.


NSAAddict 43F

5/29/2006 1:43 pm

It's been wonderful reading all these questions and your excellent responses Cru, thanks for inviting me to play your game and CONGRATS on 2000! My question, what do each of your tattoos mean to you, what story do they have to tell about you as a person?


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/29/2006 6:27 pm

Thanks for the visit NSA, Well each of them have a certain meaning to me. I will list them in he order that I recieved them

1. U.S.A.F. On my left bicep[/] Well that one is pretty self explanatory.

2. The Confederate Flag with a skull in front of it. righ tbicep I got that one to celebrate my southern heritage, you see I spent my time there from ages 13-18. Those were my most influential times.

3. My next is one that looks like my chest is ripped open in three places, with the American Flag underneath it. right peck That one I got because I was on my way over to the desert, and I wanted to have a reminder of what I was fighting for.

4. Eagle right forarm I got that the day before I left on leave to come here to see my father for the first time in 10 years

5. the Dragon on my back, I got that for a couple of reasons. First I love medieval things, I knew I have always wanted my back done in a theme like that. Also, I feel my dragons are protector's of me, and bring me good fortune. Now the second reason I had just gotten engaged.

6. the dragon on my leg from my post Dracoright calf, I just wanted another protector.

7. The ying/yang sun on my back I was going through some really rough times with the now ex, and I thought it was over that time. That also has another portion of my back done, also the y/y seems to remind me of the balance needed in my life


rm_yukonpaul 52M
1120 posts
5/30/2006 6:11 am


rm_1hotwahine 64F
21091 posts
5/30/2006 7:16 pm

HAd you never been in the military, would your life be different? How?

Congrats - you are really a part of this place, Cru.

Yeah, I'm still [blog 1hotwahine]


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/31/2006 3:14 pm

glad you stopped


rm_cru1972 46M
4407 posts
5/31/2006 3:20 pm

    Quoting rm_1hotwahine:
    HAd you never been in the military, would your life be different? How?

    Congrats - you are really a part of this place, Cru.
I do think my life would be different, for I have had several life experiences to make me the person I am today, that I would never have known exsisted. But also that is where I REALLY started my drinking career, I don't know if that would have ever been different. I think my life would not have as much meaning, had I not been in the service.


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