complexlysimple 35M
894 posts
8/24/2006 4:57 pm

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9/7/2006 7:26 pm


Some serious questions here:

Do I come across as sounding cynical?

When I talk of death/dying, so I sound as though I want to?

Truth be told sometimes I do, usually I don't's just that death is one of those exciting adventures that calls to me, and it seems much more possible than going to a distant star least the way things are at the moment, and living forever is a much more frightening idea to me ...watching everyone I care about grow old and die over and over again ..perhaps burying children, lovers,

I dunno...

What I do know is that when I get misunderstood and fail at getting my point across I feel ..tired ..alone

...which might be one of the reasons why I prefer spending my times alone ...the downside is that I end up thinking/exploring and end up sounding even more confusing and more likely to fail at communicating... it's an irritating cycle to say the least...

...even thinking about it and remembering the occurances is emotionally draining...

absolutelynormal 57F
6563 posts
8/24/2006 5:39 pm

Blog on! Keep talking about it, talk it out. Mac

complexlysimple replies on 8/25/2006 4:33 pm:
thanks Mac

BaronessK 53F

8/24/2006 8:25 pm

Sometimes, but rarely to me, do you come across as sounding cynical; most of the time I take you as being philosophical, and sometimes as overanalyzing, and usually as both. How's that? Sometimes, as well, it is not so much that you sound as if you wanted death/to die but that you have grown weary in your mind more than anything else; do you understand what I mean by that? That is when you feel tired/alone.

complexlysimple replies on 8/25/2006 4:39 pm:
yep, makes sense ...or at least I think it does

Now I don't want to be insulting ..but I can't help but wonder if part of my weariness isn't due to a lack of being challenged ....(that sounds like it could have the makings a post )

economickrisis 56M

8/24/2006 9:26 pm

You dont seem cynical, just a healthy skepticism.

But [post 482186]

complexlysimple replies on 8/25/2006 4:33 pm:
true ... I suppose it's like the title of my blog reads -"Things are true/real only if you wish them to be" ...

maybe I just need to read more of my own writing

GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
8/26/2006 3:12 am

.... I won't make sense in responding, so I won't ....

or is that too cynical

complexlysimple replies on 8/28/2006 6:30 pm:
try me ... odds are it can't be further out there than anything else I've read/heard/thought of /

...though you're response speaks volumes in many ways ... which leaves me wondering which ones you intended

8337 posts
8/30/2006 5:04 pm

While at times you do sound like a cynical bastard, I chalk it up to a man and his musings....

Feeling out his mortality, and wondering when his time will come to pass.

It's a part of aging and an integral part of being human.


"My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death." -Tupac Shakur

complexlysimple replies on 9/5/2006 3:47 pm:
very nicely put ..I think I may just have to remember that phrasing

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