Late Night Thoughts  

complexlysimple 35M
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4/20/2006 1:22 am

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Late Night Thoughts

I awoke with thoughts in my head, and I doubt they will let me go back to sleep.....

More than once I have been accused of thinking I am God.

I do not wish to be God, or any other divine being, it hurts enough just being me. To know and feel the pain of the entire world?

Why would I want such a thing, even if it meant I was a god?

But what would a god think of it's self anyway?

Would it see no value in it's self?

No, I do not wish to be a god, I would be quite happy being seen as human ..a male human.

Besides who would marry a possible messiah, or anyone else who could become a pariah?

A messiah I may not be, a pariah I feel as though I am ...even though people are happy to see me, forever they seem to stand away and grow no closer.

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