Hoping For Heaven  

clameatingdog 67M
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8/10/2005 8:13 am

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Hoping For Heaven

July was a personally difficult month for me. There were intense personal life upheavals that had me highly stressed and emotionally and mentally raw. But the end result is being closer than ever to my Alabama Angel.

We've had group discussions in Frankengroup from time to time on poly. Yet I was hardly prepared to discover I loved two women. I had to sit down and have a talk with my roommate, and we cleared issues that were unresolved between us for two years. She is a wonderful lady, in my eyes, and will always be in my heart.

BUT- she is not my Angel. I am in Texas. My Angel is in Alabama. This is the woman who has tied hy heart and soul onto her back and taken it away. Getting issues resolved with the roommate left my mind clear to pursue what may be the greatest love of my life. I am hoping so. We will know how deep it can grow soon.
You see, my Alabama Angel has decided we can't wait for convenience, we need to see each other. I agree. There is nothing like holding, kissing, that special person face-to-face.

Within the next 30 days (sooner, I hope) I think e are going to take a weekend for ourselves. Kids, houses and apartments, pets, everything will have to get along without us. We are going to take time to be together- just us- and treat ourdelves to an overdose of affection. It's time I did what I say and treat her like a queen fir a coupe of days. She is a queen to me, really; the queen of hearts.

So yes, even the Clam can be caught. And after speding July going through a minor hell, I am looking for heaven. I think I will find it. I have an angel already.

108 posts
8/10/2005 9:51 am

Aww, best of luck for the two of you. Sometimes one needs to see just what IS meaningful in their life. Keep us posted.

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