You killed me from the inside  

cjlace23 35F
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11/22/2005 5:28 am

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6/9/2006 9:38 pm

You killed me from the inside


You killed me from the inside.You never cared enough to ask how are you feeling. As I lay next to you at night. Only thing you can think about is sleep and if i was suck you off.I cry myself to play in my mind why I'm still here. You yell at me like I'm a child.You touch me like a trophy that you have own.And You see me as nothing object to be owned. You touches feel so cold and unwanted. You kiss are so empty and lacking passion we last had.You don't think before you react. And you never do whats right. Well I will and turn my back walk out leaving you in the dark heading tot he light where I can find happens and joy once again.

SliWolf 34M

11/22/2005 10:17 am

Allow me to help bring you back to life and light, it would be my honor, and priveledge.


ContinuallyHard 41M

11/28/2005 9:30 pm

I hated those lonely nights when my ex laid next to me. The only physical contact was her touching my leg with only one toe (guess I should have been thankful for small favors). I felt rejected, the space between our hearts seemed like the endless void of space. Those times reminded me of our annual midnight trips to our little known nature reserve. We laid in our seperate sleeping bags to ward off the bitter cold as we watched meatior showers until the rising sun obscured our view. It was a truely magical sight. I just wish she cared enough to have ignored her friends concept of propriety and laid with me. In my arms, sharing our energy, instead of feeding off of me at her convience and forcing me to pick up the pieces and catch back up with her life.

I'm sorry, that was a bit depressing... I do hope our lives can start to get better! The light deffinatly gets brighter as we climb out of the prisons our hearts led us into. Eventhough our nieve hearts sent us on a journey that unexpectantly turned down a dark path our experience shines brighter than a thousand suns to light our path ahead.

With as many hugs and kisses you can stand,

XoXoX

Seth


cjlace23 35F

12/3/2005 8:04 pm

seth
thank you hon


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