excitement becomes disappointment...  

carmel62764 53F
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8/27/2006 7:01 pm

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10/1/2006 8:48 am

excitement becomes disappointment...

...i guess it had to happen sooner or later--i was riding high on a sexual wave that seemed to crest higher and higher until it felt like there was no possible way that i could ever come down!

until now.

i was supposed to be meeting with Chris and there was extreme high hopes that things would go well between us and i'd see if this was someone that i could make into my permanent fuck buddy...sadly, that was not meant to be apparently. He and I chatted briefly and nothing was said about us getting together at all--I left him a message yesterday but got no replies or even a call...OUCH!!

all the attempts not to crowd him and see if he was going to be "the one" seem to be a massive disaster...in some respects i am disappointed and hurt (heavy hype will do that to a person) but at the same time i figure that everything that we'd discussed weighed heavily on his mind and he just decided that i was too much woman for him to handle.

i liked how he looked and was really looking forward to being with him--now i have to try and forget about what i was starting to feel for Chris and go forward in my never ending search for "Carmel's perfect sex beast"!

he's out there--somewhere...

carmel62764 53F

8/28/2006 2:04 pm

    Quoting GhettoBootyLovr:
    Never fear FUBU is here.
    By the way, when are you posting our pictures?
i tried several times to post those pics on there (profile AND album) but i keep getting a message about the pics are too large to be posted...maybe we should cut some of your inches off? LOL

and as to your other messages...you're right--there is only one "BIG PIMPIN'" FUBU...and you really made me laugh with that!! that's why you will always be my baby daddy!! Love ya baby...and thanks.

rm_eagertogo69 65M

8/29/2006 10:17 pm

i would love to sip your juices, but first I would work you into a frenzy eating you thru your panties until you begged me to let you take them off..and even tear them off....i offered before...i am offering again...cecil 2053931865

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