Haunted dreams..  

carebearluv2 43F
1267 posts
3/26/2006 8:48 pm

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3/31/2006 9:03 pm

Haunted dreams..

I haven't sleep good since October of last year. I wake up multiple times per night, tossing and turning with rapid thoughts running through my head. Things I have to do, should have done or what I don't have to do. This is in sharp contrast to the way I used to sleep and I am starting to really resent it.

Sometimes, I wish there was just a button to turn it all off. To make me sleep uninterrupted and end this struggle.

Even with interrupted sleep, I still dream. Out of all my dreams, there is one that never seems to get fulfilled or reach the end. The dream to have someone by my side to hold me until I fell asleep each night. Maybe if I could finish this dream, I could finally rest, in my heart,my soul and in my mind.

dasher121 37M

3/27/2006 7:36 am

I hear ya on that. I go through long spurts where I just cant stay asleep. I wake up many times a night with the same problem, too much shit going on upstairs in my head. If you find that off switch, let me know.

The Dude.

honestandreal30 42F

3/27/2006 8:04 am

been having same problem since May of last year. still have not got use to not having to get up and do someting for my mamaw. i have been unable to break the routine i had for 3 1/2 yrs while taking care of her...it has been almost a year and i still can't sleep all night thinking i hear her or something....such a nightmare


norprin5 56M

3/27/2006 9:00 am

used to have that problem...got some help from a doc, been good since

King Nor XVIII

rm_titsandtires 52M/42F
3656 posts
3/30/2006 12:23 am

I've recently had this trouble for the first time in my life, really. I've never had any sleeping issues to speak of until October or so. Looking at the clock and seeeing that it's after midnight now... I thik it's going to be one of those nights.


curious082385 32F
4925 posts
3/30/2006 3:08 am

Oh yeah....please, please, please tell me where the Instant Sleep button is if you find it. I think it's hiding with the Make It All Better wand and the Life Rewind button.

...need those ones too...

carebearluv2 43F

3/30/2006 7:42 pm

Dude, if I find that switch, I'll be selling it and I won't have to worry about getting up for work!

Honest, that happened to my mother since she was the caretaker of my Grandma. It gets better as time passes, but only if you allow yourself to grieve.

Send me some of those pills Nor!

Tires, seems our sleeping issues started around the same time. Were you blogging before October?

Here's a deal Curious..you find the want and the rewind button and I'll look for the sleep button. We'll just share them!

curious082385 32F
4925 posts
3/31/2006 12:15 am

Sounds like a plan!

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