Busty  

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4/25/2006 11:40 pm

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Busty


Someone told me tonight I have worried him because since he came back I have blogged more than ever. All I can say is he has stirred something in me. I write as my passion, words, phrases, thoughts they pour from my mind all the time I just haven't had the balls to express myself. Too afraid that something bad may come of it. Ha, I was right. Just when I start to get back in to myself something is wrong with it. Self control he says, where was that with some of his blogs, but I just take it in stride. I have allot to say and only my life time to say it. I have written in just about every way possable and I am just now feeling confident enough to express myself in public so to speak. I haven't done much in public ever so I thought this was a step in the right direction. Guess once again I was jumping the gun and tumbling head over heels down the hill instead of just a step at a time. It's all just a step, one big step into my life, I am not quiet or soft spoken and I never said I was. I am wild and crazy but just on the inside since I have yet to ever really express myself. Maybe I should have left this blog till tomorrow so I wasn't writting all this in one day but I have learned it all in one day and well if I waited till tomorrow I probably wouldn't know what I was going to say. So then maybe I shouldn't say anything at all and just clamp my lips tight express myself only when asked, we will see.

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