bushstalker 45M
34 posts
8/2/2006 8:56 am

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8/12/2006 5:24 pm


I really love the Green Day album Insomniac, its one of my all time fav albums. But right now the word Insomniac is more than an album.
I'm sitting here at 1:47 am on a thursday morning, fucking tired as, but do u think I can sleep, hell no. Don't ya hate it when no matter what u do u can't sleep, toss and turn in ur bed, keep looking at the clock and think to urself, "fuck I've got to get up for work soon." The more u try to sleep the harder it gets, it doesn't help when u find our your aunty has just died from a burst appendix. Tell me, how the fuck does someone die from a burst appendix these days, it just shouldn't happen, but I got the call from Dad tonight, that she had died last night (Tuesday night). So thats another thing going thru my head.

Uno I don't know if anyone will read this or not, and I really don't care either way, I'm too lazy to keep a diary, and I'm always on the computer, so this is gonna be my diary, anyway there I go off topic again.... Insomnia I fuckin hate it, if ur reading this and u have any ideas on how to get to sleep, then post away, I'm all ears.

willow1937 58F

8/2/2006 1:02 pm

I'm so sorry for your loss bushy , and your right with all the modern medicine around today u wander why this still happens
also welcome to your first adult site , just sit back and enjoy the ride young man it can be quit fun and exiting
know on the funny side off my writing this to you , i grew up in Charlton lol yes that bloody close to u , i left there about 27 years ago but still go home often as a lot off my family still live there , i guess like most country towns relies are everywhere , just got a letter yesterday from the school there having a 40 year back too on show weekend in Oct that should be bloody hoot to see how everyone has aged oh and I've not aged abut lol hahahaha
so must put that as a must to go too on that weekend for sure
well best get this fat ass off the chair and off to work
cheers jules

imsohorny19822 36F
1728 posts
8/2/2006 5:13 pm

Welcome to the blogs Aidy

When you find a solution for that Insomnia, be sure to pass the solution onto me. I find myself doing the same thing more and more often of late and its driving me insane!!

Sorry to hear about your loss, it is a strange thing to happen in this day and age, especially with the surgeons always willing to open you up without reason too. Had she been seen by a Doctor recently about it. If she had and it had been ignored, i would be putting in a complaint about it (here i go again, there is the legal minded person inside me escaping again, lmao), but seriously, i am sorry to hear of your loss, you have my thoughts.

Hope you get a decent nights sleep tonight.


bushstalker 45M

8/3/2006 4:33 am

Thanks for the kind words Jules, Ally and Shy. Yeah it is pretty rare in this day and age, I'm really not sure if she had been seeing a Doctor or not Ally, I hadn't seen her for a while now, uno the funny thing is that I had been planning on visiting her in the next month or so, I left it too late, I guess there is a lesson to be learnt there.

So you grew up in Charlton Jules, lmao just down the road from me, and ur right I have more relies living around here than I know of lol.

And Ally I will be sure to pass on the Insomniac cure to you, once I find it lol, I reckon shy has got it right, too much time in front of the puter lol, I've always been a night Owl tho, I'm shithouse in the morning lmao, I just really don't do mornings that well, but I love my nights, the problem with that is though one horrible 4 letter word. WORK, u still have to get up and go there in the morning.

I should try the warm milk, can't take a bath tho, only got a shower, which sux as I love my bath's. As for music I should try some relaxation stuff I usually just go to sleep listening to bands like Guttermouth and System of a Down lol, maybe thats why I can't sleep but I must admit I love listening to music as I fall asleep.

rm_Hot2Twat1969 48F
455 posts
8/6/2006 4:29 pm

Welcome To Blog Land From ME also Aidy. I too am Sorry to hear of your loss.
Insomnia is a huge prob with many these days it seems, I myself have difficulty getting to sleep a lot of the time and then even when I do I feel as tho I haven't slept at all. Try a few glasses of red wine hehe that usually puts me to sleep or maybe a nice hot cup of hot chocolate.

Good Luck

bushstalker 45M

8/7/2006 3:44 am

Thanks Tox, and glad to be in blogworld too and thanks 4 the commiserations, the funeral is on thursday. I love red wine but it smashes me and if i drink too much i am usually sick, all over the place lol, its one of the only drinks that I only need a little of to make me really anebriated. lol


piercingsrfun4u 47M
277 posts
8/9/2006 8:19 am

the only cure for staying awake at night is to work nightshift...but then thats the cause of my sleepless nights the fact that I have worked nights for more years of my adult life than years working days..then there was the few where I was dumb enough to work both a day job and nights aswell ... as for the wonderful insomnia cure lol you need a really good rush of endorphins in your system to totally clear your mind and relax your body a good 2 or 3 hour session will work wonders .....only problem is finding a nice 'workout' partner.....


bushstalker 45M

8/11/2006 8:32 am

hmmmm, now that sounds like a great idea Rols, a fantastic cure for insomnia, any one out there want to help me solve my problem

But then again how can you sleep when your having so much fun, it might actually make it worse...... Oh well a risk I'm willing to take


piercingsrfun4u 47M
277 posts
8/12/2006 6:07 am

yeah some side affects can be addictive ..but thats the fun of this 'treatment'


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