I am a Sub  

burnout_girl2 63F
8 posts
6/4/2006 6:54 am

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I am a Sub

Being a sub is something I never thought I would ever be. When I turned fifty one I never dreamed Iwould ever have any inclination of doing this kind of thing until I met this man from loveaccess. i was just taken aback by him. he seemed so lonely and lost like myself. i met and we spoke a few times and I started to be trained. Well i found I enjoyed it. My wishes were kept of not being touched. I still haven't been touched by him so now I need to bring him a toy as he is getting horney poor man. Well this is no easy quest let me tell you. i think I have written to 110 women if not more. No one is responding back to me either. Tell me why i ask you. I have no idea why anyone would not want to see my master as he is the cutest and most understandingof masters I ever saw. He gets a little brutal if one dosn't mind yes. I was beaten with a paddle once really badly, but I guess I earned it. Some tell me he isn't to do this to me, but all masters have there own ways i am told and he has his. I love and respect mine. I will do anything it takes to see him happy.

rm_njnurse0705 49F

6/4/2006 8:34 am

I am also a sub which I too thought I could never give up control but I have. It is the most amazing thing to have all the pressures of daily life taken from me if even for a brief moment in time. from what i am gathering, your beatings are not for pleasure but for punishment? My master does no such thing. My beatings are for pure pleasure. To take me deeper into submission, to a special "subspace". He periodically stops my beatings to see if I am ok. If I am not answering appropriately, He will not continue. He is all about making sure my pleasure is to the utmost extent. Which it is. I have been in a constant state of orgasm for as much as 48 hours after we are through. D/s relationship should be pleasureable on both ends. It doesn't sound like it is for you. It sounds abusive. He is taking your confidence and self esteem away. After a meeting, you should be walking with more confidence and self esteem knowing that you have pleased your Master and at the same time you have been completely fulfilled too.

burnout_girl2 replies on 6/4/2006 9:58 am:
OK njnurse some people have told me to get away from him. They say he will really hurt me at some point and time. I do not see this or maybe I do not want to see it. I as of yet haven't wanted to nor do i want to as he has been good to me I think. He does what he tells me he will to me. If I say home he stops. If I go I can come back. Now there is no safe word for me and this I do not understand no. I thought there was suppose to always be a safe word. We will see just how far it goes and if he does anything to bad tome then it is over i will assure you.

rm_1SweetBitch 56F
8575 posts
6/4/2006 11:05 am

Welcome to the blogging section, I hope your stay here is a enjoyable one.

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spacecadet561 61M

6/4/2006 11:11 am

I have never understood the dominant/submissive relationship. I was brought up to treat all people equally. I am too aware of my own shortcomings to consider myself "better" than anyone else. If you can explain the dominant/submissive relationship to me, I would appreciate the insight. If you cannot explain it to me, that would suggest that you don't understand it yourself and should get out while you still can.


GoddessOfTheDawn 106F
11240 posts
6/4/2006 12:56 pm

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6/7/2006 12:22 pm

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burnout_girl2 63F

6/11/2006 1:24 pm

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