I want to be able to be open  

brownshug_87 30F
18 posts
7/27/2006 4:47 pm

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7/27/2006 5:42 pm

I want to be able to be open

i have been chilin with this one guy for a few months and he is a sweety pie. But i still kind of afraid to let myself go. i told him a few fanatsies, just simple ones, cause i dont have much of an imagination.i did the strip thing for him, sort of but i wasnt really feeling it, i just wanted to hurry up and fuck. i told him about having some fun with whip cream, hasnt happened yet. i would like to use a belt and tie his hands behind his back and have a blindfold on him and ride him but hasnt happened yet. just stuff gets in the way or we dont really have enough time or whatever. i dont know what his problem is but i would like to be with someone even if im not their girlfriend to want to show me off, likes holding hands and kissing wherever and whenever i want it and i dont have to ask and feel bad afterwards. i just want someone who i can be totally cool with even if we arent a couple. im extremely shy, i didnt used to be like this but dont want to be no more. i dont want to just fuck anyone to get to that point though , i would like to be really feeling or liking the person. i know sex can be fun but im not having any fun, im just doing it to pass the time. but people really shouldnt be really thinking about the time when they are fucking right?

Djeeper1987 48M

7/27/2006 5:07 pm

If you say so. Sounds to me like you need a new guy. Time to move on and find that guy that will do it all for you when you need it or not.

Carpe Diem

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