Finding Someone  

brokenconfessor 33M
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8/25/2006 4:46 am
Finding Someone


Women Women Women, they make my world go...
Current mood: excited

Gettin' born in the state of Mississippi
Papa was a copper and mama was a hippie
In Alabama she would swing a hammer
Price you gotta pay when you pick the panorama
She never knew that there was anything more than poor
What in the world? What does your company take me for?

Black bandana, sweet Louisiana
Robbin' on a bank in the state of Indiana
She's a runner, rebel and a stunner
Oh her merry way sayin' baby whatcha gonna
Lookin' down the barrel of a hot metal forty five
Just another way to survive

[Chorus:]
California rest in peace
Simultaneous release
California show your teeth
She's my priestess, I'm your priest, yeah, yeah

She's a lover baby and a fighter
Shoulda seen her coming when it got a little brighter
With a name like Dani California
Day was gonna come when I was gonna mourn ya
A little loaded, she was stealin' another breath
I love my baby to death

[Chorus]

Who knew the other side of you?
Who knew what others died to prove?
Too true to say good bye to you
Too true to say say say...

Push the fader, gifted animator
One for the now and eleven for the later
Never made it up to Minnesota
North Dakota man was a gunnin' for the quota

Down in the badlands she was savin' the best for last
It only hurts when I laugh
Gone too fast...

[Chorus 2x]



Alright, so here's my thing. Point in Case, or is you prefer for those who still actually play tennis is the fact that no matter what happens, its point and match. Why don't girls like this really exist? I can tell you why, its been a long and well thought out process, not just half cocked bitchin cause I can't deal with my own personal failures, I think I've sorta come to get past that at this point. They don't exist because people actually want them. Note: that whenever you find someone you could "settle down with" you find out that they themselves are not ready to settle yet. This makes sense, because due to some previously unknown formulae, you couldn't meet someone you wanted to be with at the point they want to settle down, cause then their values change as to who they are really looking for, as such you no longer meet the criteria, thus it is a very true statement when you say things like : You settle down with whomever your with when you decide your ready to settle down maybe not the person who is best for you.

the Formula. C= career. T= time. R= relationships. M = money. number value 1-10, 1 being calm 10 being wild. so if C= M x T/R you can there for say, a CR=MT now if that is true, then at the point your money and time are right, the only thing you have left for are career relationships, now if you give the career the value 5 and relationship the same value you end up with 25= MT now, if this is to be accurate you have to be honest with yourself, so say at 5 you have a sorta adventurous job, and want a little spice in your person life, done, total net value though is 25. Now take you income, which for me is 24k but with perks and benefits actually equalls out to about 37.5k soka? so that give me a multiple of 3.75 in place of money, unfortunately it soaks up years of my life for this money as you will currently note by the fact that I'm in IRAQ! so, for that, we get a negative number,so adding that negative number to my age and dividing it by two (remember you can't have a relationship without someone else in this instance. So I'll give myself a -3 modifier, plus my modified age of 11 equals 14 so 14 x 3.75 = 52.5 so then my equations comes to 25 = 52.5 and as such proves that it is not possible for me to attain the type of relationship I want, at my current state. Now on return to the US of A I am changing job types in the Army, so, with the three choices I have, the job factor goes up, and sits at 7.66 since I'll be in a very adventurous line of work, I also still want to do the same things I do with the people I know, and I think I need someone a little more indepent and open minded about things so brings the relationship modifier up to 6.66 thus it looks like this.

6.77 x 7. 97 =/> 14 x 3.75 and the answer....

53.956 =/>52.5



So since I've adjusted what I want in someone else, and my career path, it should be possible for me, to find the type of relationship I enjoy.



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