broadluvs77 53F
73 posts
2/25/2006 4:34 am

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3/20/2006 4:58 pm


J. and I really have to get this first meeting behind us. My imagination is going at light speed, wondering where things will lead. I missed hearing his voice yesterday, and haven't heard back from the little messages I sent him yet, so I'm worried that he may be changing his mind about meeting. I know he probably hasn't logged onto since I sent the messages, but my imagination doesn't want to hear that. It wants to think the worst, and it's driving me batty. If a few good conversations and some great phone sex have gotten me this tied up in knots, what is a real relationship going to do? Am I going to end up in a rubber room? I am such a hormonal basket case,....

rm_keystonenc 44M
144 posts
2/25/2006 6:36 pm

Man, that sucks. I hope he is okay for sanity's sake. Maybe he is just sick and doesn't feel like dealing with anybody right now. I know I can get that way when I am laid up in bed and feeling miserable.

broadluvs77 53F

2/26/2006 3:26 am

I was right. He had just not had a chance to log on since out last conversation. He also left his cell in the truck. Basic pitfalls of being a single dad. My hormones have calmed down a bit since I wrote the post, too, so I'm not quite as crazy. I still can't wait to meet him, though. I'm already nuts about him.

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