rant and rave  

brattysub4 49F
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12/26/2005 8:26 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

rant and rave


grrrrrr other than being sexually fustrated 24/7 i feel like i dont turn on the one i am with .he hasnt said so but i feel this way .i love being intimate alot and i just dont get it much these days.i like females and like exploring with them.my experiences are minimal with females and i feel okward cause i dont really know what to do or how to do it.i do hoppe i am not alone in this area.sometimes i feel like i am the only one that feels this way and makes me feel lonely.i seem not to be ableto sexually please men or woman i am thinking its my lack of experiences with both sexes.although right now my general search is for the female gender cause i do have a man .i feel like that isnt going to well mainly cause of my lack of experiences and those who are into females i think can generally pick up on the fact tht i dont have much knowledge in sexually playing with them.i have the desire to play with them theres no doubt on that .just feels so awkward about it.and then my man uses my name password and such here contacting others adding them to his yahoo an i dont mind to a sense but he so doesnt appraoch them the way i would which i feel limits my chances at approaching them first and getting to know them first kinda feeling the situation out before progressing with the person.i love him i just wish sometimes he would let me handle things with my gender instead of him doing it he generally picks out those he has an interest in and some i do but most times not .we have such different tastes in woman.mine are simple i dont look at outward beauty its only skin deep i look at the inside first he doesnt he looks at the outside verses the inside.ohhh well what can i do not much i suppose an his only interest in sex is when we have another female involved does that kill the ego or what and he wonders why i question him on his intent with others getting involved.i mean really i dont mind but i do want my time alone intimately with him and not want him to only havean interest when another female is involved.oh well what can i do

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