why do i even bother  

boxer573 61M
1 posts
2/16/2005 8:49 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

why do i even bother

it makes me sick everytime i do it.
i just need to quit,leave it alone.
find some way to eliminate it from my life.
it doesn't rear its ugly head very often,maybe its just that i forget about the last bad experience and do it again.
i really do need to be carefull whenever i get around it,but all my friends do it.
maybe they need help as bad as i do.
i started at a young age like alot of us do,just one time and it hits you and your hooked.
i don't know what comes over me,but i reach for it and touch it.
i become someone different when its in me,it makes me so sick afterwards.
why do i even bother...............

to turn on the t.v.

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