Porn stars' dicks  

bobbydazzler69x 48M
27 posts
11/8/2005 10:16 am

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Porn stars' dicks

This weekend I gained a new admiration for porn stars and their dicks. I decided to take the plunge after two months on this site and put up two dick pictures. I realised that my network has beautiful sexy women in various alluring and explicit poses and it was time to come across myself. But how? There is no doubt that a simple cock shot with a camphone will just look stupid. We're talking bad lighting, a bit of a torso maybe, a spare tyre, and there are literally hundreds of thousands of them out there. It does beggar belief that sending that sort of pic of one's cock is going to make the simmering eroticism of a girl flood out of her in some overwhelming moistening and swooning so that she can hardly muster the strength to type her network invitation. I admit that some women are size queens, but really, they all look much the same. The dick is hardly the window to the soul. When I looked at porn I hardly even noticed the guy, let alone his dick, and my guess is that women generally are thinking more about the women in porn's responses if they are getting off on it at all. Maybe two dicks. There is a guy called Rocco Siffredi and one other American guy, Peter North, who really look great naked. I look at them not with desire but with the admiration a man might have for a man like a James Bond, a real stud. Both of these guys had a self preening side to them that bordered on gay or bi, I thought. I'll camp it up I thought. I checked the males looking for males search as I thought that there would be some eroticised male cock shots, to get some ideas, but it is just as woeful. Maybe a cock pic automatically works for some gay guys, I couldn't say. I thought something out of Tom of Finland, that a girlfriend liked. Lots of macho guys in leathers with motorcycle kit and hard ons. I also like the pics of Italian Bella on her famous Blog which are shot outside. There's something more daring about that. So on to my balcony I went on a November night, kitted out in an old motorcycle long leather coat and a beaver hat (from the old Soviet bloc, great for the scarce of hair). I would go out with a hard on, but by the time I had set up the self timer, balanced the camera, taken a few pics, changed the bloody batteries, looked around, wondered what on earth I was doing, I had lost the stiffy. It was going up with effort and going down just like that. I did it anyway and posted it, thinking it will freshen up my profile a bit, with a peaceful penis at rest. Normally when sexually aroused it can stay up for ages, no viagra or anything, but then that is when I'm largely on instinct level, feeling touch or at least safe in a controlled fantasy. I'm not faffing about with self timers and zooms. I began to worry that my potency was flagging. I remember a quote from Catch -22 when the doctor says to the insubordinate Yossarian: " You know men like you who are constantly chasing women may do so because they are secretly afraid of impotency. Why do you do that?"
" Sir, it is because I am secretly afraid of impotency", he replied.

I'll try it in doors when I'm relaxed and do it when I'm horny. A couple of days went by, filled with the usual day to day life outside Blogland with those who know nothing of it's secret relationships, sagas and contributions that we look forward to; from pictures of women in frilly bras called Helga, or Cornish spell weavers of words and insinuations, or Irish derrieres or Edinburgh teens. These are my people now, they'll understand how this really is a parallel universe. The philosopher Jacques Derrida died last year and his most famous dictum was that the signifier was not the signified i.e the symbol to convey meaning (word, image) was not meaning it was only a symbol of meaning. My picture was not me, it was just a symbol. But doubt entered my mind. When Derrida died there was an obituary in the Spectator: " Jacques Derrida died last week, or maybe not, as the case may be."

I would a new image, or symbol, one that other bloggers could deconstruct, this time with a hard on. It would be like one of Michaelangelo's writhing slave, but with a hard on. It would be inspired by Bernini's St Theresa in ecstasy. It would be foreshortened to emphasis the penis in the foreground. Someone might fall for that. It took me two hours, I nearly gave up. I took three phone calls during it. This would be more than a cock shot. My mind wandered, my cock got bored with the idea. " I have a meaning all right, don't try to deconstruct me you bastard, " he seemed to be saying.

In the end it was done, posted, and I wondered just how do those porn guys do it. I used to think I had missed my calling and that was what I should have been. But Glasgow is no San Fernando Valley and maybe I need mental attraction, stimulation, desire and can't just get hard at the drop of a bra strap and stay hard whilst watching a Champions' League fixture any more.

I kind of admire those guys now. Genuinely. I think it's a calling. Don't you?

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silkysmoothlegs3 106F

11/9/2005 4:48 am

send me a few

Silky x


bobbydazzler69x 48M

11/9/2005 7:37 am

They are winging their way to you, for assessmnet of their aesthetic value you understand. I'm a big fan of your Blog and Yeats' country.

To Anne Gregory

"Only God can love you for yourself and not your yellow hair".

Yeats

By the way I checked out some of your friends. That black guy from Toronto would have Robert Mapplethorpe clamouring to photograoh his cock, were he still alive. Amazing. And he's offering anal girls!!!! Just where would that end up? The small intestine? Ask London Derriere, she's a medical sort. \8b


rm_rsp54 59F
531 posts
11/10/2005 3:37 pm

Cock shots are nice, but the portrayal of originality, along with a nice cock is much more a turn on. Some men....their brains are not as complexly wired to their cocks as others. I'd take the cerebral, anyday! rose


smartmama 59F

11/11/2005 10:29 am

Thanks for the Lincoln quote Bobby d.

I'd take Glasgow over the Valley anyday.

Boogie Nights, and all that.


helga_hansen 50F  
1987 posts
11/15/2005 11:23 am

Bobby... 'tis she of said frilly bra... thanks for the mention!

Hx

PS. And you need to read carefully to see why I've declined your kind invitation.

PSS. I prefer to choose my own!

Love, hugs and kisses from ♥♥HH♥♥


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