Nasty Dreams  

black_llama 39M
6 posts
3/29/2006 3:32 am

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3/29/2006 8:16 am

Nasty Dreams


Have had trouble sleeping the last couple of nights because I just can't get my mind to slow down. Its not stress or worry just an uneasiness about something but fuck knows what it is. Just have a feeling that something bad is going to happen to me or someone I know.

I am someone who normally does not dream(or I just don't remember them) but have had some real twisted ones recently. I don't know why but when I wake up I feel more tired than when I went to bed and feel unmotivated to do anything. I feel like I should be doing something to prevent this event from occuring. I fear that every decision I make and action I take draws me one step closer.

I know the future is uncertain but I strongly believe that everyone has some influence over what happens to them. Generally speaking I have a positive outlook and no matter what happens there will always be someone worse off than myself. If one thinks in a positive manner then only positive energy will be drawn to you and good things will happen.

These negative thoughts that are hanging around unsettle me. I just wish I had a switch that I could flick and they would all disappear.

sassybelle21 34F  
13313 posts
3/29/2006 5:34 am

Hang in there. It's my bad time right now and I believe it will get better another time


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