So Silent! I love it!  

bigattitudeguy 55M
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4/8/2006 5:37 pm

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4/9/2006 11:16 am

So Silent! I love it!

It is so silent these days. No more voices of the self-righteous turn their insidious tongues against me. Once in a while there are the comments of real people. This is a good place for me now. The voices of the Damned are quiet now. At least for now. I love it. It is ineresting though, that I seek a place of no-ego in Zen, it is aweful hard to beat up the ego of man who values not his ego, nor tries to make himself out to be something great and full of wisdom and righteousness. I am none of that now. I am a jerk wad, pond scumm, or what ever my opponents called me. I have applied myself to these identities and I still live and have my essense and I am totally undamaged by it. I have applied myself to evil and unrighteousness and darkness and madness and I have found centeredness. I am neither evil nor good, I am niether light or dark. I am neither a sinner or a saint. I just am and I rejoice in that.


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