No Ego...  

bigattitudeguy 54M
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3/8/2006 6:51 pm

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3/8/2006 6:53 pm

No Ego...

I'm kind of at a loss for words right now, but I've been musing about ego. No ego to be exact and how I can have no ego. It is a stupid thing you know, to be so obsessed with what people think of you. Being self-conscious all the time and having to prove yourself and to have to succeed or best others. That is why there are so many jerks here. Egotism breads jerks. I'm a jerk because of my damned ego. Everyone is obsessed with being good looking and wealthy and popular. I ride the train and see thousand of people everyday that clothe themselves with their money. AGH! IT'S INSANITY!!!!!

But I'm not going to let people judge me, though. I am. And someday, I will not be and there will be no more I and there will be "isness".

Can you believe all this shit I'm writing? Am I going mad? I think I've been such a hardass for so long. I like it and I celebrate it and love me in it. I like fucking with people, though. LOL I like being a jerk. It is my 'isness'. It is my ego and I don’t give a GAWD DAMN SHIT!!!


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