It's been a weird day...  

bigandtallreturn 38M
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1/22/2006 7:21 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

It's been a weird day...

I just learned my last GF is engaged to get married.


Not that I'm sorry that we broke up (because otherwise I wouldn't be having great sex with my AF), but... wow...

Speaking of which, I felt like shit when my AF told me on the phone "I was looking forward to cuddling with you on the bed, and you weren't there!" This is refering to my troubles sleeping in her bed in my previous post. I know she didn't mean it in a mean manner, but I've felt like a huge fucking asshole since then.

I mean, I only switched beds to try to get some sleep. I never figured that she might be offended by it. I guess when you've lived alone for so long, you don't take into account other people's feelings. But still... even now, I'm still beating myself up for that.

I've got a LOT to learn, obviously.

"Today may be the first day of the rest of your life, unless you live on the other side of the International Date Line, then yesterday was the first day of the rest of your life."- Larry Andersen

PassionKisses4Me 45F

1/23/2006 10:53 am

I really wouldn't let it bother you too much...I am sure it wasn't a major deal to her...I mean she is still talking to you lol


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