Some guys...  

bellabelissima 53F
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1/23/2006 1:19 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Some guys...

It was a few years ago. I had more or less just come out of a troubled relationship and found myself again, when a young man walked into my life. He was ten years younger than me. He gave me so much love and so much attention, but he also perhaps 'rushed things' a little.

Suddenly I had given up my flat and bought a house with him. There we were, under the same roof, not really knowing each other.

Of course it ended with a crash.

I got a flat and moved out.

As soon as I was out of the house, I started to want to date him again. I missed him badly and the period that we had been living together, (Which was approx a month)I chose to put aside and forget about.

We met up a few times and I could feel magic bewteen us, but we never had sex.

Then suddenly he turned away from me. He didn't answer my sms's and he stopped calling.

I didn't know what to believe.

I walked over to his place and rang the doorbell.

He was all alone. He asked me to come in and we sat opposite each other.

I spilled my guts out. I told him that I was in love with him, perhaps more now than before but that I couldn't figure out how he felt.

I cried. If he had comforted me and held me, I would have ripped my clothes off, thrown myself on his bed and begged him to take me.

He didn't.

He looked at me calmly and said that he wanted to let go. He didn't see a future for us and therefor he wanted us to part.

I stood in the hall for several minutes, gathering my stuff and waiting for him to beg me to stay... or at least ask me to stay and make love, one last time.

He hugged me.

I walked home with tears in my eyes.

He still lives alone and I still think of him now and then.

A true gentleman.

A true heart.

A true man.

They do exist.

rm_LeShark24 68M
1 post
2/4/2006 8:33 pm

Hi bellabelissima ,
J read your heart and came to a final conclusion you are very easy on
letting people get cloth to you in a very short time ,for your sake you have to slow down in your emotional reaction and from your earlier
status that you have to give your self a more controlable why of relationchip.
If you will continue on your truck the way you have done in the past
that will crash your confidetionly way kind of blieve in yourself
and make your life more disasterable.

If you wish to talk more or getting halp at that leval feel free to
to comtact me.

your friend le shark

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